GoLfiEz ReNa

2007-03-18T03:24:00.000+08:00

Yes... Aunt lay is right.. baby boy..if i cant get over u myself.. no one can and will..I have to learn to cope..Its time to leave the past behind... I love u ..

2007-02-13T16:36:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was Rockie's one month death anniverary...Time flies.. but the pain has not faded.. its still a broken heart...and i still dont understand why God planned his life this way.. A good and obedient dog dont deserve to die this way...God hasnt help him in anyway except a torturous sickness...

Where is he now? One month has passed and nothing changed.. my tears shower every night... Is this painful feeling happening for life? I suddenly feel that i couldnt live without him..Whenever i return home.. i will always sit beside his urn and speak to him... I am jus getting nuts without him.. How i wish someone can understand mi...

People says... Once bitten twice shy.. I am not going to have any kid of my own.. cos i hate these ill fates coming upon them...I am too afraid of all these pain and torture they leave behind...

I just cant get over it! The pain is killing me slowly...

*Rest In Peace* I will love you.. till my dying day..

2007-02-01T22:08:00.000+08:00

Where is Rockie? Why did he leave me?
I am alone... and i am there feelin that he is around mi..
Why am i always deceiving myself? I am so stupid.. Why cant i just let him go? Why his innocent eyes keep projecting in my mind..
I hate myself for letting him go.. i should allow him to go through the chemotherapy.. and now he might still be around me..
The feeling is not wat words can decribe.. many people might not understand.. and say 'its jus a dog'.. I guess even my bf dont understand...but its a needle in my heart.. it must be there.. if not i might bleed to death frm the open wound..
The story jus goes.. a mom has lost her kid.. and tt's the feeling..understand? haizzzz...

My heart is dead.. everything else is an image.. whats love? *Rest in peace*

2007-01-28T23:47:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a post birthday celebration for Aunty Lay at Movida St James. Yes... Alan, Aunty Pang, Pheng, Bev, Sean was there. Haha treated AUnty Lay a FLAMING LAMBORGHINI! woohoo HOT.. tt got her to the dance floor dancing n wobbling.. hha.. of course.. as usual.. i got myself partially drunk and high so as to dance properly.. Poor Alan, having a stomach flu but still came down with mi.. Y? Probably afraid i get drunk n fall on the floor.. Stupid mi right? Must learn how not to drink when clubbing..

I guess i have to face the fact tt my boyfriend is 24 yrs old.. a mature guy.. so i will not hope too much, wishing wat sean is giving bev ( a bed of roses(realli her whole bed).. rings..presents.. sweet talks).. Yes.. mature guys are just practical.. So i have to go with the flow.. and not descend him off his ageing ladder? Haha..

Rockie gave mi 4 numbers.. 2441.. i duNo y .. but thn he came into my dreams...i saw him..as usual.. always messing up his own hair when he is so particular abt mi combing his hair and looking handsome.. ARGGh.. he needs to learn to take care of himself now.. Miss him loads..

2007-01-25T21:26:00.000+08:00

Is this the best you could've cared for?

~nOn-eXistence~

2007-01-24T23:19:00.000+08:00

Its been 2 weeks since Rockie has passed away...I am trying so hard not to think tt much.. But i have tt feeling ... a feeling tt rockie is still by my side.. although he has passed away.. his soul is still lingering around me...
I regret not taking care of him well enough but it is too late... Last time, i always take his presence for granted and now.. its too late to regret... haiz...How can i forget everything and keep memories jus by my side...
Believe me.. I am realli trying my best to make myself happy again..and i will.. one day..

2007-01-14T23:23:00.001+08:00

After a miserable week.. Its time to pamper myself...
On Saturday, went out with alan auntie lay, pang and my family..heez..I bought myself a $280 Bang & Olufsen earphone for my Mp3..erm..bought AX tshirt... hehe.. thn had Indo dinner with them all.. At 9pm, went to The Balcony with Aunty Lay.. sat there hearing Dada crapz.. and enjoyed their House Wine..
Today Sunday, went to Vivo for a GoldClass movie... shiok..thn went to Arab Street for dinner and Shisha... cool.. so Shisha is so much better thn smoking.. haha... Strawberry. Oooo...

2007-01-14T23:23:00.000+08:00

After a miserable week.. Its time to pamper myslef...
On Saturday, went out with alan auntie lay, pang and my family..heez..I bought myself a $280 Bang & Olufsen earphone for my Mp3..erm..bought AX tshirt... hehe.. thn had Indo dinner with them all.. At 9pm, went to The Balcony with Aunty Lay.. sat there hearing Dada crapz.. and enjoyed their House Wine..
Today Sunday, went to Vivo for a GoldClass movie... shiok..thn went to Arab Street for dinner and Shisha... cool.. so Shisha is so much better thn smoking.. haha... Strawberry. Oooo...

2007-01-10T18:13:00.000+08:00

I hate the journey back home... I am heading to somewhere where my baby disspeared...
I cannot stop thinking of him.. I tried really hard to be happy in school.. but its back to square one once i am back home..

WeiXian told me that having another dog will heal the heart..Is that true? Will I not think of my baby boi again? If this is so..i would like to have another one...

Rockie has taught me something.. that is not to give up till the very end.. I am now not afraid of death.. We all have to face it one day.. and to face it. we must be strong..Strong in watever things we do.. and not to be afraid of anything.. Like Rockie.. he fought till the very end without whining for a single help.. He is the Mr. Brave in my heart...

People thinks he is jus a dog... but to me.. he was the son i had.. never a dog in my life..He is the best baby boy i had.. and I will love him.. till the end of time...

2007-01-09T20:52:00.001+08:00

Rockie and Mr Bone-ny
Rockie and Ball ball (his sick moments)
Baby Rockie boi has passed away peacefully on 8/1/2007 at 4.44pm.

He was sleeping so peacefully without any suffering...He was a strong boy who held so hard on to his last day...He passed away few minutes after he reached home from the hospital and i have decided to put him to sleep at the hospital at night, but he choose to pass away at home few hour before the time he was supposed to be sent to the hospital. He love his home. Aft he passed away, his eyes thn went 3/4 closed after seeing all his family and friends..

He was cremated on 9/1/2007 at 12pm... I brushed his hair nicely...and wore his blue chinese new year shirt for him.. and he had all his favourite squeaky toys: Mr Bone-ny, Ball ball and Mr monkey as well as his a white and a red pyjamas, its for him to wear when his cold...
And now, he is on the stairway to heaven..
His ashes are back home and i will keep it beside me forever .Though everyone single one of us tinks tt he is too young die.. but we are glad that he is relieved from all the sufferings..

Rockie Lim Wang Wang is the most obedient dog...and the most handsome dog. He will be in our hearts forever...

2007-01-07T23:43:00.000+08:00

Went to the vet again..
It is always so heart breaking when i get the news from the vet surgeons..
His blood count dropped from 22% to 16% and thn to 7% n he is going to leave this world..
So young n have not yet seen the full world yet... I still got so many places to bring him to ..
Enjoy the breeze at the beach side.. bring him for a swim.. bring him to Sentosa...
Lots and lots of things not done and he is going to leave this world..
I suddenly felt.. y is God so unfair.. y is he bring a harmless and obedient boy away from me..
Did I do anything wrong? I guess its all my fault... blame on me for not cherishing all the moments i had.. blame on me for being such a useless mom.. blame on me for being so playful n leaving him aside...i am the sinner.. i hate myself..
But its too late to regret.. all i have is only a few days.. and that few days is not enough..
I am so tired of life.. can i just leave together with him? I know he needs me to wear clothes for him every night.. feed him with biscuits..brush his teeth.. bathe him..celebrate his birthday for him..sleep beside me every night.....I wish...
I have lost myself in believing in God... Forgive me Lord..

2007-01-01T21:03:00.000+08:00

My heart is crushed...
Rockie is leaving this world soon...
I am writing with my world full of sorrow,sadness and tears..
I guess I am the worst mom in the world..
I cant protect even a little dog...
I really prayed hard when he was admitted to the hospital
The results stated that he has luekemia and will not live through the month..
My heart is so painful and there is no other way to help till he gets better...

Moulin Rouge
Never knew I could feel like this...
Like I never seen the sky before..
Want to vanish inside your kiss..
Seasons may change winter to spring..
But I will love you till my dying day..

2006-12-26T21:10:00.000+08:00

SICK SICK SICK SICK.. FUCK!

2006-12-25T15:08:00.000+08:00

Merry Chirstmas to my dear friends out there!
Hehe.. came back from Taiwan on Saturday morning.. n my first surprise of the day is Alan's bouquet of flowers.. OMG.. pink Lilies n roses.. I love it!
Well.. he came over to my place n my parents brought us to dinner.. i tink things are going well.. n of course my parents have good impression on him.. haha..

On sunday.... Christmas eve.. went to his house to dress him up.. haha.. thn came back to mine to dress myself for the night function at Raffles Town Club...i wore this black dress which i love it real much.. n my mom 500 over bucks Salvalore Feragamo shoes.. haha..totally class.. yes.. erm... went to the club upstair.. unlike all those clubs we youngsters frequent... the clubbers are from age 30-60? haha they were dancing cha cha..tango... bla bla.. it was sooo good... but of course.. waiting for time to pass... i went for a billard game with dad, alan and uncle ronnie..

When it was 10mins before countdown..all 10plus family members went dwn to the dance floor to dance.. haha..even my mom.. haha...jus loved yesterday.. had a totally FUN day!

2006-12-19T00:51:00.000+08:00

Flying off to Taiwan tmr.. i don't know why.. not excited at all.. something is missing.. something is wrong.. and i dont know...arghh..

Quite dissapointed when many people today..dont wana list them out..haiz.. or is my expectation from them too high?

Well.. i think i gonna keep as happy as possible.. the normal nana who laughs all her way ..in n out of everyones' life?

2006-12-18T12:25:00.000+08:00

You are sunlight and I moon...
Join by the God's of fortune....

2006-12-15T08:12:00.000+08:00

At last.. i moved on to the last day of my tests.. A joyful day? Definitely! Even before the test ends, i have planned my schedule for today and tommorrow.. n it shows how sucky tests can be...Anyway.. i wanted to say.. WE LIVE TO LEARN AND NOT LIVE TO STUDY!

Today is a big day? Its Rockie's 4th Birthday... hehe.. how time flies.. without realising that a person or an animal gets old every second..I gonna buy him a BIG cake and celebrate his 3rd and 4th Birthday ...heez... our family missed the 3rd one because that was the period grandfather was admitted to the hospital...

I am currently looking foward for 3pm to pass; the commencement of my holiday...

2006-12-14T01:53:00.000+08:00

Stumbling into my 3rd day of tests....well.. getting increasingly worn out.. my body said so..
yes.. the typic nana hugging the Buddha's leg...
Yawnz.. sometimes i am unaware if i am still awake...Yes.. this is Nana's mental process during test....

Normal --> Study--> The Insane hours --> Study --> The Dunno wat doing hours--> Study--> The Agitated Hours --> Study --> End --> The Coffin Hours

Normal: A little enthu in studying cos its 'new' .. Plan my schedule..And of course doing my homework.

Study: Really reading through the books..

The Insane Hours: Although lethargic.. but still able to bounce about at home.. this is the cause and effect of over studying.. HYPER..

The Dunno wat doing hour : Totally shagged out.. books infront of mi... but my mind is in the castle on the cloud....

The Agitated hours: Seriously restless.. not having the ability to yawn...even... People who talks to me usually gets ignored or scolded by me. Not even wanting to sms my dar...nor talk to him.. That's the worst of the bad...

The coffin hour: Seen a totally laid dead body with eyes of a panda? yes...tts the aftermath of studying.. KO

Currently.. i m situated in the process of stuyding; right before the agitated hours....
Rena is studying..yes.. studying.. Believe me... haaz..

2006-12-12T01:36:00.000+08:00

Oh my God! second summon of the month....
Yes.. that freaking illegitimate .. okay.. bastard..gave him the second summon..

First: Parking on the double yellow line. Fined! $25

Next: Parking in the red box in the multi-storey carpark. Fined! $25

What the hey... think the Government is earning a little too much?

2006-12-11T00:31:00.000+08:00

^ FUCK the BOOKS!

O well getting a little crazy over my studies.. i m a NINCOMPOOP... oo foolish fool.. worst description of a fool? yes.. NANA IS MAD!

Well... typical guys are msn-ing mi lately... its horrifically horrendous! Take an example of this...

Guy: Hi..
Nana: Hello..
Guy: Intro?
Nana: 18f (w/o bothering abt his intro)
Guy: School?
Nana: Ngee ann BS..
Guy: oo...
Guy: erm.. attatched?
Nana: Yes..
Guy: Ok
(n tata FULL STOP)

I was wondering.. how typical these typical guys can be? Anyway.. realise that there is an upsurge of desperate men out there.. Not being able to seek for a companionless lady on that day..they go on hunting for another the very next second... Only saying specific 'species' of men.. not all..okay fine.. in general.. most are still acceptable..so nO offcence!

Okay goota go back to mug... mugg meg mog.. haha.. NANA is screwy, crazy and unhinged these days~ Something still in clarity.. I MISS MY DADA SO MUCHIE!~!~

2006-12-07T18:26:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. losing too much bloody this days... having headaches.. cramps... all kinda of aches.. woohoo.. Bloody week..

2006-11-29T22:45:00.000+08:00

Happy 20th Birthday Sis!

Haiz.. today was supposedly a happy day...
But while eating... they talked abt Taiwan.. they jus want mi to change my mind..i cant stand them.. i mean.. u dont wan mi to go ... tell mi so... dont have to totally spoil my mood of going Taiwan..N of course.. i will NOT let u all pay my bills if it is so... Realli pissed of by my dad.. he acts like a little young boy.. ignoring mi aft my mom asked him to give mi that 1000 bucks for air tic...Worst still WTF.. tailgate tis nissan car when he was driving in a tunnel at 90km/h .. like wat the fuck.. the car also dulan lo.. so many lanes to go.. he purposely go n make ppl agitated.. like y? trying to use tis to scare mi?vent ur anger on me? My god.. u crash tt car... i shall thank u for trying to kill mi.. well.. it doesnt matter anyway....jus hope u happily live your life without tis useless daughter who dont knoe how to study as good as your other children... who spends more $$ thn your other children..

2006-11-26T23:27:00.000+08:00

well.. today.. woke up 11am.. woke up my dar .. was surprised when he said tt he is still in singapore.. hehe.. he din go m'sia.. woohoo..
so he drove dwn to ahma hse to pei mi for a while thn we headed dwn to leon's party.. hehe... intro him to aunties n mom.. n haha.. he still couldnt call my mom 'auntie'.... called her 'mdm toh' instead.. hehe..
well.. jus got home like 10pm.. lalala.. i gonna slp.. yawnz..

2006-11-23T23:36:00.000+08:00

Went to pray ahgong today morning. ahha.. hui ..dad.. mom n aunties they all went too.. ahha.today is ahgong's bd.. n of course all of us go there n pray for good PSLE results..well my sis got 240.. which i tink its good enough.. but wat ever is the outcome...humans are always nt satisfied.. duNo y too.. yep.. sometimes we have to learn to be contented.. if nt wats life?
yes.. aft tt went to BBDC for evaluation.. helping my colleague.. haha.. i failed for her.. 88% which i feel damn bad..
okay.. went out with weixian to get bryan's present.. n later met sylvia... today i was having my shoooping spree.. i spent like.. woohoo.. 200 bucks on clothes.. accessories.. bla bla... yes...dada will be having his blaw exam tmr.. i wish him all the best! mUAckz..

2006-11-23T01:48:00.000+08:00

Up till this moment...at least.. at least i kNoe tt my love for him is true..b4 tis ..i was still struggling with my feelings.. but things are getting clearer n clearer... yepx.. looking foward for his sms.... looking foward to hear his voice.. n looking foward to see him...

Many said tt he is 24 n i m 18.... aint any right... but i tink its the frequency tt makes us move along.. n nt the age tt matters in anyway..

Was trying hard to keep away from my parents.. but i guess.. a paper cant hold a fire.. well they knew it... n didnt much react.. yepx.. n of course i was rather pleased with them... i see hw things go along ba... duNo if i should bring him to the party on sunday.. it seems a little funny.. or m i tinking too much?

2006-11-21T01:23:00.000+08:00

Well.. long long long time no blog! hehe.. busy gal lo.. busy with sch work.. n of cos busy with someone too...yes.. today is a bad day.. boarded 61 to bugis.. tinking tt it will be fast.. n i ended up in a 1hr bus ride.. SHIT... was going to the gym actually....but tt bus journey spoiled my mood... okay.. so i decided to go.. n guess wat.. i went up the wrong level.. n so i GEK.. walked to the MRT n headed to TiongBahru POSB... n WTF. the queue was fucking freaking long.. n so tada! realli realli DL.. hahaa.. thn went back home to sleep.. woke up around 7 and meet dar dar for a movie at GV grand.. watched Casino Royale.. not nice.. the effects and motions are good.. but the story suck!
okay.. tt's my day!

2006-11-14T13:02:00.000+08:00

Oo my.. waiting to go school.. i m freaking sian...
I Love Him I Love Him I Love Him I Love Him..hurrr...

2006-11-10T01:12:00.000+08:00

WOHOO.. wonderful n lucky day! Thanks to God! I passed my Jap test and my advanced theory! lalalala. happy like anything..well on the way back i suddenly tot of Eugene.. hmm i tink he is so busy with work .. haha.. owe him lotsa guitar lessons.. heez..

I m not sure if wat i do is correct.. i tink i m dealing with a sort of impossible stuff.. but i m trying hard n struggling to do wat i can.. well.. i m lost.. someone guide mi through

2006-11-08T23:56:00.000+08:00

^Morning Look!

^Kelly n Nana.. seriously jus woken up..

^ My XUXU!

^Stacy testing out my phone.. testin 1..2...3
^Bloodly Weixin whom i argued with from Ngeeann to SIM n back to NP
^Yanjie as DAO!
^My toopid ZW... opps.. nt mine in fact..

Today morning.. had a boring OM.. tt teacher PRO! i can still chat about golf with him.. haha..he rox man... hmmm.. n spent my 2 hr break with Zhiwei..Weisin and Yanjie.. haha.. quarrelled .. argued.. played all the way.. hhaa...But at least i got my problems solved.... hehe... thn sat for tt 4hr lecture... woohoo.. my BUTT HURTS !
Yepx...aft tt faster run back.. cos i was dead tired.. realli dead tired...
Tmr i got Jap test n FTT.. WTS! good luck to nana... amen!

2006-11-06T15:42:00.000+08:00

Haiz... duNo y ... today AAA sucks.... haiyoh...never ever feel so vexed.. also duNO wat the FUCK is going on...FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!

2006-11-05T22:09:00.000+08:00

Called up Huixian n we both were discussing this topic... Love or Infatuation? I dont kNoe wat m i doing.. but i hope the make the best out of every choice..

2006-11-02T22:27:00.000+08:00

i have not been blooging for decades.. i wonder y too.. not tt i dont have time.. jus jus jus.. erm.. the interest is fading.. haha.. well or maybe when i start to work hard n making every seconds meaningful..blogging gets less interesting.. hehe..
Today is a great day! went to the motor bike shop to get alan a nice helmet for his birthday present.. haha.. cool yea..took a pretty long time to choose a good one.. well... lucky xian accompanied mi! thanx gal!
Went to sch for Jap lesson..,oo crap.. was like shock to hear tt a composition test was few minutes aft the start of lesson! yes.. nana duNo anything.. jus crap my way through using Watashi wa.....desu.... BAKA YARU! jap is getting nana crazy... PLUS that idoit helmet! SO HEAVY! i climb about in school.. with tt big big bulky helmet! hurrr....
At around 7 plus... i went to the gym .. yes.. my mom gave her lesson.. BOXERCISE.. woohoo.. nana box until bones soft...hehe

2006-10-30T22:12:00.000+08:00

I jus love Monday.. haha.. nO monday blues for mi at all.. hehe.. so happy in school..crapped with frens bla bla.. hehe..well practically for the whole E commerce tutorial, i have been chatting happily with Ewan n Gabriell about disgusting stuffs of course.. oo my ..these muscular men definitely brightens up my day! haha..

2006-10-30T00:01:00.000+08:00

freak.. error n my post is gone.. anyway... dont wana repeat.. sad stuffs are nt to be repeated.. well.. jus let it past...today isnt quite a good day for mi.. stayed at home for the whole day tinking abt it.. n of course things did nt turn out well.. i shall keep things in my heart .. if there r no actions taken.. i shall leave it there n hope tt i will forget abt it...leave my fate with God and dear Father will choose the right path for mi... Bless...

2006-10-26T18:05:00.000+08:00

NANA FAILED HER ADVANCED THEORY EVALUATION!
What is the likelihood of me passing the theory itself? woo FUCK..

2006-10-24T11:33:00.000+08:00

^ haha.. the trio.. crappy gabby n ewan..
^say cheese..
^ OMG! Gabrie showing his flashy mussels... haha... mussels..
^ mussels mussels .. wat abt some oyyessterr..

MONDAY
First day of the semester attending the tutorials.. saw all my frens n buddies again! haha.. so happy... of course.. all slag tutorials.. so we played about... haha.. crapped with Gabriel n Ewan.. cos arghh.. the bullied mi! arggh....

Went back to office..met Sylvia. so decided to bring her to the clinic cos she needed a medical check up.. thn went to toa payoh for her X ray.. tt's compulsory for Tiong Aik staffs.. hehe..we got lost in Toa Payoh.. n with my little smart brain.. of course we got to our destination..

Well.. i did something tt is should not do.. n something i should never ever tink of again... arghh... FUCK it!

2006-10-21T15:16:00.000+08:00

^I like this thumper coaster.. ahha the rabbit.. hehe

^Clubbers range from an age of 23 to 45... n nana is like the little gal in the wrong club..

^ I just like tis R6 bike.. so coool.. the sound of the bike is so zai. vroom vroom..
^Sitiing on the bike n viewing landing n taking off planes..

^Its a long long journey...
^vroom! to changi airport!

Well.. din blog yesterday.. n i shall nw..
Went back to office in the noon.. help Sylvia gaotim her filing.. n of course helped Lujie do his quantitizing work...my eyes nearly fell out! haha..

Followed mom back home n dad brought mi for my guitar lesson while they went off to Genting.. hmm.. went back to Tiong bahru home...but thn went out again like 11pm.. Alan fetched mi to Scotts to club with his frens.. hha.. Thumper.. age limit 23 n i duNo hw my kiddish face allowed mi to enter..it is a rather mature club ,though... haha.. drank quite alot.. cos i helped Alan with the drinking if nt he will nt be able to drive mi home.. haha.. so i went woohoo... dizzy like anything... luckily, i was still able to tink n walk straight..those bunch of guys r realli flirt.. wat more can i say... hmm. u kNoe.. u knoe...
Okay.. about 2am.. i told alan tt i needed coffee to wake mi up. so he brought mi through Chinatown.. orchard and at last found one coffee house at PSA... drank my cofffeee n milo.. n nana was better...
Aft tt .. we vrroom dwn to changi.. but stopped at east coast cos i was having a high tide..spent 1 hr plus finding our way out becos we got lost... n of course we got out.. hmm.. sat beside the plane runway to see planes fly... n in the mean time finding some warmth from the bike cos i was damn cold..
Lastly.. went to Changi Airport for breakfast at about 6 plus.. cos we were darn hungry.. n tada.. went back to paya lebar home to see my baby boi.. n nw i m at tiong bahru waiting for the dog groomer to call mi to pick baby boi up!

2006-10-19T23:38:00.002+08:00

^ Found in Boon Lay sec.. WTS.. OBSCENE! ^Our ooiisshii dinner for 3... was actually for 2.. but it was HUGE!
^The ulu street i brought the guys to.. tt we couldnt find a single cabby..

Woke up like damn shit early today... 5.15am.. cos needa go Boon Lay sec school to complete the i&e project.. yawnz... was the facilitator.. n guess wat.. my team won won won the first prize! woohoo 3 cheers 4 NANA..
Was late for Japanese class as 1pm.. but i've got en excuse letter! wat i've learnt.. haha.. Watashi wa NANA desu..ownamaewa? haha
Went home kinda late le.. left my lappy n went to meet Alan at Chinatown n later

Lujie came joining us at Manhatten PS.. ooiishii.. haha.. enjoyed my dinner..

We spent 1hr looking for our cabby...all cos of my suggestion to go to an ulu lane to look.. haha.. sorry guys....

Now i'm so shag n restless.. nighty ppl! O yasu minasai!

2006-10-17T00:36:00.000+08:00

Fish&Co at parkmall..

Mi n Yongyee.. hehe..alan took this..

Alan's G5 vrromm vroom bike.. cool nt easy to drive tis bike.. took him 3yrs to get the license..

Scenery at Jurong Hill.. haha.. din manage to take down the ppl making out in the car..

It was back to a normal day... went for driving lesson at 12.05pm..woohoo today the instructor was great! haha.. he allowed mi to speed till 110km/hr.. haha..n when i see sudden break infront, i breaked hard.. n instead of him saying.. 'u should drive slower', he told mi..' u've got a fast reaction' haha.. hope he'll be my instructor for another day! bhlex..

Okay.. went back to office... gaotim the stuffs on the table.. n was supposed to go to the gym with yongyee.. but we ended up drinking kopi with alan. hhaha.. aft tt we went to Fish n Co for dinner.. hehe my oiishhi fish&chips..
Mi n alan sent yongyee up the train home cos she was nt realli well.. thn we travelled to Chinatown.. he suggested to drive mi home .. hha.. n we found tt there was no thrill driving such a short distance.. so alan suggested to go West Coast Park. haha.. we played the swing..drank some mac mac milo.. played the other funny retarted equipments...so funny. the swing was so high up tt we spent 15mins trying to get mi up the swing..

Aft tt we decided to explore jurong.. n so we went to a Jurong hill beside the bird park.. WTS ! we saw ppl making out there .. so funny.. this gal doing blowjob for her guy.. n tt guy was Alan's fren.. such a bad coincidence..spent out time chatting n viewing the picturesque scenery..n later he sent mi home with his vroom vroom ..so cool.. i like sitting.. best one i ever sat... the fastest speed was 150km/h.. woohoo!

2006-10-15T00:03:00.000+08:00

THURSDAY FOTOss

The BeiJing woof woof... u will nv see in Singapore!

Mama say cheese...

The Emporer's boat..
ChingChong Restaurant..
Interesting yea... sucking soup from the bun..
These are the bunnies for breaky..
Workers completing their examination..
This wall was well done.. but he was nt chosen..i duNo y too!

FRIDAY

Workers are tiling..

The Famous Bund....
oo.. Lobby for the nightz..

Woke up early again.. tis time..we went back to the exam centre to interview another batch of workers.. tis time round we only have 8 workers... phew..kinda fast. left Nanjing about 11pm and reached Shanghai about 5pm... TADA thn it was all my time..
Brought mom to Pudong shaghai to shop.. sadly.. the shooping mall was closed.. so we went to eat with the rest.. haha.. i eat crabby everyday! U will only eat these crabby during winter time..it cost S$50 in Singapore.. n it cost only S$6 in China..
After dinner...the guys went to drink.. n mi n my mama went to the salon to get our hair done! oo the guy that dyed my hair looked lik Lin Junjie. wooo.. so handsome.. haha.. went back to the hotel at 12am.. n BOM all the way to the bed..

SATURDAY

The last meal in Shanghai. Bi Feng Tang

Shanghai Pudong International Airport... at last i see home..

Again.. woke up at 7am n left the apartment at 8am... my mom kiasu lo.. tot the biggest bookstore opens early.. so in the end we went to StarBucks to mum mum..oiishhi nehz...
went back to the bookstore at 9.30.. n i bought like 10 over dvds n cds. n it onli cost S$50 .cheap like shit. haha..n of course bought the piano scores.. wohoo.. i bought lke 200 over pieces of score.. by beethoven. chopin...schumman.. blabla..
Went to Bi Feng Tang for lunch.. n tada.. all the way to the airport.. hehe.. on board i got 3 empty seats beside mi.. so nana sleep like a pig! People are jealous cos i can lie real straight n flat across the seats..
Reached home like 10 plus.. n aft i finish tis bottle of wine ..i gonna BOM to bed.. bye! oo yes.. shit shit.. tmr still need to go back office.. yawnz..

2006-10-12T22:42:00.000+08:00

(Pics will be uploaded tmr..damn blogger)
EXTENSION 1 day at CHINA!~ ARGHH
Lets start from 6.45am... i woke up.. n my mom brought mi to the doggy market.. n i expect lots of woof woof stuffs..but guess wat.. their market is 3 pathetic shops.. arghh dissapointed~
Came back to the hotel.. pack up n off we go off for breakfast.. ooiisshi nehz.. best breakfast of the year.. haha... TADA! drove all the way down back to Nanjing...it took us 2hrs.. yawnz...

Spent the rest of the day at the vocational training n examination school... wah.. the cement is really dirty.. i got a hard time wiping it off my body.. N guess wat! we still lack of china workers... at first..they have decided to go all the way dwn to HangZhou 5hrs away from Nanjing.. but aft considering the time consumption.. they came dwn to a decision which is to ask the workers come down to Nanjing.. instead of us going there~ phew...

But going back to the point... its still another day at China.. I CANT STAND CHINESE FOOD! argh..all along i hate chinese food.. n here they feed mi all 3 meals with chinese foood..tmr tmr tmr.. i dont care...i gonna pull everyone to my western restaurant at Shanghai...

2006-10-12T00:54:00.000+08:00

WESNESDAY

^Fined 100 RMB...! Idioit police..jam up the whole expressway.... nO GOVERNMENT! argh

^ChIng ChonG plates.. haha
^Sick sick sick of these food~
^Mama shopping for the sewed potraits...

^JADES r in here!

^The hand-sewed portraits

^stuffs tt i bought today... loads...

^ Lollipops.. ooiishhii.. wonder hw i gonna bring it back in one piece.. haha..

Woke up at 7am..had my buffet breakfast.. thn OFF to YangZhou... 2hr including all the jams.. hehe.. n we got fined! cos we entered the expressway for local cars n our car is from Shanghai.. but its okay... nt ex...
Reached the Hotel abt 11 plus and a big boss of a company invited us to a high class restaurant.. argh.. i hate Chinese food..sick~.. hmm..at last ..i saw a BMW in China.. of course its the boss's one..haha.. i nv get to see any on the roads...

Rest in the Hotel till 3pm... until the boss's secretary brought us abt Yangzhou.. actually.. we will nt be working at Yangzhou.. its more like an entertainment.. n of cos.. wine wine n wine.. woof!~
Went for dinner.. chINESE again.. yawnz... drank a little too much.. feeling restless nw.. thn we went for a massage at a 5 storey massage centre... class lo~

As days pass.. it gets colder n colder...hurr.. still remember the worst weather i met here was like.. 14C to 0C within 1hr... hehe the weather here is just terrible..

tmr.. gonna wake up at 6.45am to the doggy market to buy stuffs for my baby boi.. thn at 8am..we gonna go for breakfast.. thn head back to Nanjing.. yawnz.. tmr.. we will be at the exam centres to interview workers... mus jiayou.. another day to go.. n tada!~

2006-10-10T16:31:00.000+08:00

(Blog for monday & tuesday)
TUESDAY

^Welcome to NanJing..

^Workers listening to my mama...guai guai..sayang~

^If i were a driver.. its a sure die case..hw the hell m i suppose to read finish this with 1 glance?

^The queue for motorcycles n bicycles.. the traffic of vehicles is horrendous..

^Nana Nana!

^Neither Sprite nor water.. tis one of the strongest chi wine i ever drank..^ hehe.. tis is a fresh huge lobbby ..ooiishi nehz?

Woke up like 6am in the morning.. make up ..wash up.. ate my shushi... n TADA! the driver drove us to NANJING.. the journey was 4hrs plus.. woohoo.. my ass was abt to rot!
Had an sumptuous lunch at xiao hong lou...thn off to the interview back at the Hotel function room.. about 20 plus workers... arghh.. cant stand when they smoke. so irritating.. some still so talkative.. arghh...

'GOOD NEWS' from my mom... tmr might leave to YangZhou 1 hr away from here.. stay there for a night.. thn all the way back to Shanghai ..wah seh. another 5hr... huh -_-'' WTS... i want to go back to Singapore! i MISS HOME! arggh... its nt an easy task though... haiz.. mus jiayou...
today happen to have internet in the hotel.. hehe.. so quickly go online~~ TADA.. its 4 plus.. n its dark here.... ooo...

Workin hour is over ...so mi n my mom headed down the city area.. things there r so limited..
At last.. dinner time.. we went back to xiao hong lou.. haha.. i tasted smelly toufu..hmm.. nt smelly at all lo.. haha. okay.. gtg.. miss everyone loads..~

MONDAY

^Shanghai Pudong International Airport..

^Waiting for the chauffeur to arrive

^this small cup of chinese white wine tt caused mi to swift abt while walking..

^The wine is brewed 10yrs ago.. POWDERFUL!~

^ A relaxing foot massage.... woos...

Woke up 6am to leave home for breakfast.. thn off to airport at 8am.. shopped inside the duty free shop. hehe.. my mom bought a Sony Digi Cam ..so happy~
it was darn darn boring in the plane.. stupid MU flight.. nO TV ..i hate it! y SIA has got a full flight..argh.. Upon reaching, we took 1hr to clear the custom n 1/2 hr waiting for the chauffeur... idoit.. so tired...

But the agent brought us to my favourite restaurant called Thursday..oosiihii food n wine.. hehe.. went for a stroll b4 heading to a massage centre near our hotel..we had a foot massage.. thn went back to hotel to bath n called the masseurs up to our room for a body massage...SHIOK! slept early cos we needa wake up early the next day to Nanjing..

2006-10-06T00:00:00.000+08:00

Woohoo.. spent my whole day in the office again.. yes .. tis week is free labour.. i enjoy working there because i got a group n a bunch of colleagues who understand mi.. at least these 4 weeks frens r more worth thn a 2yrs fren i HAD in school...even they r nt close to me... they kNoe how to repect n most imporatantly understand wat difficulties i have n of course making mi happy during work time. This is y i enjoy working there although i dont earn a cent this weeek...

Went to gym with mom n yong yee.. haha. mi n yongyee put dwn our bag and guess wat.. instead of going to the gym to exercise, we went to meet Alan n Lu Jie. haha.. there are at Bugis having their dinner....so we joined them.. it was fun n enjoyable.. like toking to a bunch of working adults make mi feel like as if i m one too! hehe. we crapped from Lai lai restaurent to dessert shop thn to Starbucks... haha...of course. we took our bag from California without doing anything in the gym.. wat a waste! but i tink its worth it becos i have understood my colleagues more..i love my life!

2006-10-04T00:10:00.000+08:00

Well..went back to office in the morning to collect the law book from Alan.. so i can help him complete his hmwork.. thn went to PS for my guitar lesson...
met WX for tea break.. thn went for driving lesson.. tired.. n tada!

2006-10-02T01:09:00.000+08:00

Lets all start with:

FRIDAY
^Th3 old time buddies chatting like hw Bangaladesh workers gather!^Look at hw my Dad's steam steam look!.. haha

^My dad tried to use the wine bottle as a GOLF STICK.. n tis is wat happened!

Went to work for the last day...cos receptionist Dawn didnt come.. so i was the receptionist sitting outside.. so fun..collected my pay for the 17days i worked..

Yew Chong cancelled his guitar lesson so i tot of giving my teacher henry a 1 hr off .. hehe..so i cancelled too!

Went for a house warming party.. was my dad's goodie goodie (since young fren).. all their old time clique was there.. they went drink drank n drunk.. hehe.. i drank a little too much too.. wine n beer.. woof... i couldnt realli stand straight.. but my dad was worst! babbling in the car while my mom is driving..n kept disturbing Baby Rockie when he got home. haha...but we didnt mind .. so as long he enjoyed.. haha..

____________________________________________________

SATURDAY TELL MI TT SHANE WEST AINT HOT!~wooo.. his my honey honey~oo he is my Honey honey~

No piano lesson.. changed to Sun instead..woke up.. went to UOB bank to open another account.. nw i got 3 account to maintain.. i tink i gonna cut to 2.. cos its rather troublesome.. erm...nth to do tt day.. tot of practicing golf.. but wat the.. forgot to bring my golf set..aniway.. spent my whole aftnoon in country club waiting for my parents to finish their 'stuffs'
At night.. my family brought BABY Rockie boi out for dinner ... he was happy n satisfied.. hehe..
oo MY.. i m going GAGA over Shane WEST.. the whole night,i've been searching the net for his stuffs!

___________________________________________________

SUNDAY

SALUTE to SEARGENT NANA~
My pizza of the day~

Woke up early for Piano lesson... mom went to showflat to view house.. dad going for short golf game in the evening..n NANA went hm ahma hse...

Reached home like 2plus.. it was a MUST to do housework... n so i've cleaned inside out.. was in a rush.. haha.. didnt even unpack n unload my bag.. i grabbed n zao! haha...
Went to eugene hse... hehe cos needa change his guitar strings for him..as well as asking him for a favour..Well... his guitar was in a mess.. its full of DUST! oo my...while i attend to his guitar, he helped mi draft the IMPORTANT letter...Erm.. watched his $100 plus X japan concert.woohoo..i like tt DEAD guitarist..so handsome pretty! Played the swing dwnstair..thn ate Canadian Pizza, watched a rented movie(cant remember the name) n taught him how to play his guitar.. 2nd lesson...n he has shown great improvement! Keep it up man!

Haiz.. my mom's company had a little trouble with the ministry of manpower.. i seriously hope tt the letter will be able to help her so that she can carry on with her business trip next week.. God Bless! Anyway, heard frm my mom tt she might be getting a car for my sis! Haiz.. if onli my sis kNoe how to drive that expensive BMW properly, my mom wouldnt need to pay another car..cos i kNoe it is a another burden to pay for 3 cars in a family.. its nuts~

2006-09-28T23:09:00.001+08:00

Okay.. a good workout at the gym....
Tmr will be my last day at Tiong Aik.. but hey... i always there de la.. makes no diff also.. cos my mama there ma... hehe...but i will definitely love the HQ...
Am tinking of going China wiv my mama next week.. but i got a second thought..which is go HK alone.. i wana shop there alone... hmm..tinking tinking tinking..
I wana enjoy my day... seriously enjoy my day tmr.. yea...

2006-09-28T23:09:00.000+08:00

2006-09-27T21:34:00.000+08:00

The basic theory test was FREAKING FREAKING FREAKING .. no words to describe..
y didnt my test be like my evaluation?
WOOHOO nana passed! haha.. yes.. y din my test be a little more difficult.. its easier thn my evaluation lo..--> yes! i failed tt.. hehe

Today...at work.. i was taught on how to use a digitizer to calculate graphs.. hehe..hey onli quantity surveyors get to do tt okay..all thanx to Alan.. he makes mi thinks tt.. IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING...I M POSSIBLE!

Today again.. the mop the floor...play the piano(hehe my Tears) n the guitar(El Testament D'Amelia'.. tt's abt it!

2006-09-26T18:54:00.000+08:00

Today.. nO metal door to count! its counting partitions! wohoo.. nana's eyeball coming out!
Sianz. gonna mop the floor.. although i hate doing so.. well.. looking on the bright side.. its EXERCISING!

TO DO LIST ( till 10.30pm):
1) Mop the floor
2) Bath
3) Practice Piano
4) Practice Guitar
5) Study for Basic Theory test tmr

NANA NANA jiayou nehz!

2006-09-25T23:14:00.000+08:00

Just came back from gym.. phew.. tough day .. hehe..
Mop the floor.. wash my clothes.. n tada.. today is independent day!
i guess i have to learn hw to do these stuffs myself in case i needa go abroad these stuffs will be as easy n as enjoyable as ? bathing.. haha.. nO link... bhlex..
Gotta practice guitar n piano.. tada!

2006-09-24T13:30:00.000+08:00

PlayIng Tears... i spend 3/4 of my day playing the pianO

Wat is daddy n hui smiling at?
my ooiisshiii jap jap dinner
Kheng mun mun mun... u grew.. whahaha.. bhlex..~~rock on..
mY chip chip kor kor... still as skinny. haha... miss u loads..my ooisshii prata n teh ice.. hehe..

Havent blog since Friday...cos my lappy broke down... caught some virus sickness so i had to reformat it.. haiz.. sad.. mp3s all gone..lucky i got a desktop to back up..
Had a neither boring nor interesting Saturday..

As usual woke up early in the morning for piano lesson... slept throughout the noon.. a supposedly golf session was cancelled..cos nana is still sick..
Aft having Sushi Tei dinner with parents n hui, i went to meet Aunty Pang n family.. hehe..they followed mi to New Urban Male to get my gym shoulder bag.. its huge yea.. hehe.. dad sponsored mi this time cos he won some cash...

Called dear Km n dear ChipWee out for supper.. hehe... cos i knew they were going..chip picked mi up in his RED car hehe n we chilled out at Yassin Prata shop... of course.. learnt new stuffs...Km told mi tt he might be going over to Australia to study.. my Chip Chip couldnt wait to get away frm NS... haha.. so as to do well with his business stuffs...n as usual.. bugging mi for more managements' number.. CHIP CHIP ah.. i dont have le.. u hav dried mi up! hehe.. i like to go out with them... cos they always speak with a certain level of maturity..teach mi good n new stuffs..n of course..once again HENG BOON SCAMMED US! always.. i kinda expected it...haiz.. but hey! i miss boon n pearl.. its been decades since we met.. i miss everyone...

Today.. jus gonna slag at home n mend all my guitars...n hope i can recover soon so i can start gym n golf again... hehe..

2006-09-22T11:08:00.000+08:00

Slaggin slaggin n slaggin.. yawnz.. wat can i do huh?
Later i needa return the DVD if i hav the strength to... erm..
Surfing webby to find out more about San Diego State Univeristy.. woohoo.. its ranked top 15th among all the Universities worldwide...its still early to plan i guess... but.. i wouldnt want to make any harsh decisions nxt time.. n later regret.
Cant wait for poly new term to start.. i gotta work hard n play hard.. nO more working! NANA mus kampateh nehz...
oo the drugs are making mi drowsy ... yawnz.. tada!

2006-09-21T19:15:00.000+08:00

so much medicine to take...

Hurr.. NANA is terribly SICK! again..
Went to work in the morning.. n guess wat! my head was heavy n my forehead was HOT! arggh FEVER.. COUGH.. FLU... my little enemies came looking for mi! i hate the feeling.. even nw... i m typing with my head on the table..so today i went home at 11am.. cos the HR saw mi half dead..
OO yes.. shit...i still got VCD to return.. oo my.. tmr going back paya.. hw to return? aiyoh.. tis is is laggy SUAY like anything... first was the crazy woman cousin.. second is 3/5 days i m dwn with flu cough n fever... i m a USELESS FREAK!

2006-09-20T22:23:00.000+08:00

Mr Ande Ng ! crapping with us! hehe

its a cold cold night.. hurrr..

My dear pretty sisters.. Wanting n Jingying...

Found another guy who smokes..
hehe.. Ng's Subaru.. woohoo. cool yea..

YESTERDAY:
Nana was sick.. still weak.. but when Wanting gave mi a call reminding mi abt the meeting with ande ng(my ex graphic teacher) n JY.. quickly.. i tried to roll dwn as soon as possible.. well.. although i was weak.. but hey.. when i thought abt getting to see my long lost-ed sec sch frens n teacher... hehe i recovered mentally..
hehe..so we chilled out at Cafe Cartel till about 10...hehe.. ande looked the same.. jus without his cockroach hair.. hehe..chat with him abt his job.. overseas U.. bla bla.. n tt 2 gals..as usual so quiet.. hurr....if i nv go there n crap with u all .. i tink ande will be trying hard toking to u all hehe..oo.. aft tt i was hungry cos i din take my dinner.. so ande is kind enough to fetch us to some place to eat.. hehe.. n its onli mi who ate.. n b4 ande fetched jingying n wanting back.. hehe.. we had a foto session in the carpark.. but WTS.. i couldnt upload those..arghh...i totally enjoyed my sick day.. hehe..
They said tt i didnt change much.. hehe.. looks remained.. crappiness remained.. most importantly .. the rubbish was still there.. hehee.. one day .. one day.. i shall turn into a quiet n feminine gal...nono.. its WOMAN!

TODAY:
Nth much.. worked till 6pm.. a little OT.. erm... thn headed dwn to California Fitness for a 1 hr plus exercise.. plus 15 mins of suana.. woohoo.. i m totally refreshed.. i gonna be a healthy gal soon!

2006-09-19T13:04:00.000+08:00

hehe..i like tis cover.. lovely...

hurrr.... NANA is sick.....burrr..
keep waking up in the middle of the night.. cos i felt colder n colder.. even though the fan wasnt blowing towards mi.. n wokeup at 7am with a damn damn painful body...duNo y .. but it is acheing.. like its hollow in my bones.. arghh... voice changed too! haha sexy one.. hehe...

Of course i never go work.. cos i m totally WEAK!

Ahma was so good.. quickly. she went dwn to get all the medicine for mi to take despite her having back aches.. i LOVE her...!
So i stayed at home with my thick thick jacket watching A Walk To Remember for 3 times? hehe.. SHANE WEST IS FREAKING HOT! I LOVE HIM!

NANA IS IN LOVE WITH HIM! ROAR... sexy eyes.. sexy lips... awwww..

Well.. time for mi to practice piano..

2006-09-18T23:08:00.000+08:00

hehe.. today count metal doors again..
was excited to go California Fitness.. woohoo! i did a 1.6km run in abt 8-9 mins... erm.. well the machines are sophisicated.. hey.. my stamina is still there! hhee.. so happy.. but nw my whole body is acheing....
After tt.. i helped out wrapping presents.. haha... yawnz.. tried to practice my ballads... yawnz... but i tink i gonna doze off le..

2006-09-17T23:27:00.000+08:00

my strawerry? caught it?

NANA singing in progess...He looks happy singing.. 'are u going to scabourough fair...'

JUST IMAGINE
You slept at 7am in.. the morning.. having a wonderful sleep.. till one crazy woman came into your room n scold u unreasonabley..not knowing wat was happening of course!
Yes.. tt happened to me.. i went blurr.. i was like WAT THE? wat on earth happened? n she told mi .. 'ppl fall dwn die already also duNo' but when i look out of my door.. i saw ahma walking.. so i called for ahma.. n she was preparing to go out... so wat can i do.. n i seriously duNo wats going on....
I cried... i tot something bad happened.. but i dont dare to call tt woman.. cos she acted crazy.. later kena scolded for nth again.. n so i called daddy... n talked to him in my weeping voice..
AND guess wat! my parents told mi tt she did nt fall.. but she was having a real bad ache..
I was like.. hmmph.. ahma nv even tell mi .. or even bother to open my door to call for mi .. instead she called tt eunice.. my cousin.. n of course eunice drove here ..came into my room scolding TMD.. i was like.. hurr? hey.. anybody in her right mind knowing tt her ahma in pain.. wont continue to sleep yea.. eunice expect mi to sense tt ahma is in pain? WTS.. hey..she did nt get her facts right b4 scolding mi .. n tis was her sms ' You Fuck off and go home for good useless good for nothing go sleep your life away..want to challenge call up dont jus sms' tell me.. would a family member say tt to u ? n i suppose she scolded mi jus to find some challenge? i did nt scold back. cos she is still older thn mi.. at least i shw some respect yea..sometime when ppl gets unreasonable.. they will speak to win .. jus for the sake of showing tt holier- than- thou attitude. of course.. when it comes to tt.. i shall nt speak too much...tt conversation loses its meaning..
my dad n mom was damn damn angry with her...but of course..i tried to stay happy when i speak to them so tt they will cool down...
jus some words for her : God says.. RESPECT !

N so today.. i ran out of the house to breath some fresh air..cos i dun wish to see HER face.. i felt polluted.. well... rebooked my driving practical cos i slept late so i cancelled at 7am but i rebooked.. hehe.. lucky still got slot.. hehe... after tt i hanged out at tiong bahru .. last min called Eugene out.. woof. without him accompany today.. i tink i gonna sit at coffee bean n read my picoult book till it ends.. haha... yes.. go pei him buy presents for his frens lo.. cool la. at least i dont need to stone in coffee bean.. hmm... aft tt he suggested go KTV.. haha.. sing sang sung... sang till 7 plus... hehe...forced him to be my fan.. hhaa. n of course.. force him to sing NANA song.. " Are u going to scaborough fair... parsley sage rosemary n chyme.. remember mi ..the one who lives there... he was once a true love of mine..."
Had dinner... chilled out with the songs in his MP3.. woohoo.. i like the x japan song.. i tink it motivates mi to play the x japan piano scores my teacher sent mi... at least my mood turned a little better during the evening.... Thanks to Eugene lo.. hehe.. Thanks to KTV.. n NANA jiayou!

2006-09-16T23:44:00.000+08:00

THIS BOWL COST $200 ++ .. WTF!~!~!~!~
Uncle Po n his unforgettable DURIAN..oo.. i miss Kevin n Kelly in the states..
oo ii shii nehz..

Back to a normal day!
Had my pianO lesson today.. thn instead of going for golf.. i went to do some hair spa treatment..its good n cheap!
Was so happy when i heard frm my dad tt Uncle Po is back in Singapore.. he is currently making some business trip over.. erm.. well.. so of course.. he provided us hospitality n brought us around in USA.. so now its our turn! haha.. my dad brought him to Thai Shark FIn.. again.. yawnz.. it was my 3rd time eating shark fin in this month...Phobia~ hehe.. than of course.. brought him back to his old time in Singapore! woohoo.. DURIAN! yea.. my mom bought lotsa durian back.. oiisshii.. even my baby boi wants to join us in eating...aha!

I enquired Uncle Po about USA's Universities.. actually i have San Diego State University in mind if i cannot get into any Singapore Uni.. erm.. but it aint cheap.. Tuition fee is about $20000 per annum.. excluding a compulsory car n insurance ( its a mus to have a car so as to travel cos there isnt any Taxi) and excluding lodging n daily expenses..
Uncle Po suggested Canada University at Vancouver but of course warning mi about the extreme coldness during winter.. hurr... think think think.. Australia OUT! UK OUT! left these 2 countries.. i guess right nw i'll jus go with the flow..still nt at any crossroads.. so NANA will take her time to plan wisely...
TADA~

2006-09-15T21:46:00.000+08:00

FUCK! ITS SHIT! GPA is 2.2

BUSINESS LAW
B

COST & MANAGERIAL ACCOUNTING
D+

ENTERPRISE CREATION & DEVELOPMENT
C+

FINANCIAL MANAGEMENT
C+

HUMAN RESOURCE MANAGEMENT
D+

INNOVATION & ENTERPRISE IN ACTION
PASS

I GOONA study well next sem.. i promise myself... cos i dont wan to do any more last min work.. n i m nt going to work during tt semester le.. arghh.. i GONNA STUDY! sobx sobx sobx la..

went for traffic police basic theory PRACTICE... thn the evaluation.. n WTF.. i FAILED! got 86%... thn went for retest mins later.. i passed with 96%.. first test was fucking difficult.. second was fucking easy ..! lucky its onli $2.10... if nt i will smash their tablet screen.. arghh.. BOOKED basic theory... on the 27th Sept.. i gonna go with one pass! went for a lesson of practical too! quite fun..the trainer asked mi ' have u drove any vehicle b4? cos ur turnings quite good n fluent..' haha.. i said.. 'BUGGY!' heez.. okay.. bad day n a little fun day.. jus gonna keep cool abt my result..forget abt overseas attachment.. i fuck on with life!

2006-09-14T22:44:00.000+08:00

see my ooiishii ching- chong lunch.. it taste FANTASTIC.. Bon Appetit!
woof! these are the papers i was staring at..
i was find the tiny PARTICLES words in this gigantic paper.. oo my.. wat a day! bUT its fun!

Okay.. was dozing off in the morning haha... had a great lunch with my mom n my mom's clerk.. Linda.. erm.. yep.. got back n got a BIG job to do. which is counting metal doors on extreme gigantic papers with extreme tiny drawings..

WAT the hey! i count till my eyes nearly pop out @_@ ! n i got a bad headache aft tt ..cos i was bending my head dwn for an hr.. woof!

Went to Bugis California Fitness with youyee... hehe.. i signed up for $79/month.. waiving all other cost..haha.. cos i told them i m a poor student but WAT the hey again.. still ex la! hehe..i gonna go everyday to the gym man... i m FAT! arggh.. i wanna be the previous nana who can run tt 2.4km in 11 mins.. so THREE CHEERS FOR NANA...

2006-09-13T23:29:00.000+08:00

BACK TO SCHOOL!
DunO y Naing is doing tis action... haha..

Lalala la lalala la Elmo song!
Today tired tired.. things are getting more n more n more! woohoo.. deadline sumore.. nvm.. i shall keep cool abt it.. left work immediately at 5.30pm today.. cos i gotta rush home to change SHOE! AGAIN! i tink my feet grew so nowadays my feet hurts aft wearing all the shoes.. arghh.. sun pian bath thn i zao to meet NAing cos we needa attend basic theory lesson..
BACK TO LESSON!.. its all common sense lo.. waste time n money there only.. hehe.. i wana complete the whole course asap so tt it wont clash with my next sem's projects...
TADA... off to sleep..

2006-09-12T21:39:00.000+08:00

Shag-ged.. BoRing.. n tt's today's life!
But... i love it!

I have downloaded Jay CHou's latest song.. Twilight's Chapter 7.. well.. tis is a copy of one of faye wong's song.. instruments... Key...effects... THE SAME!... both song uses... F minor iv7c..
In this song.. it changes from the Fminor key to both C major as well was Fminor.. the mixture of staccato( rap) and legato( singing) makes the song heavier... hey its nv easy to play staccato n legato at the same time.. hehe.. n i guess jay chou always like to use minor keys to make his songs sound eerie.. dull..something like moonlight sonata?
haha..lets do a break down for tt song... There is vibraphones.. cello.. concerto strings. piano.... standard kit 1..electro bass lines..n the effects in his software? its too noisy on the surface.. so i cant go into detail of wat instruments he is using -tt sounds softer thn the bass lines..
Style.. erm.. jay chou choses to use the style of the baroque period...he loves to use appaegios ..chromatic..n scales..tt's y the song sounded so complicated ...OO YES... u might tink tt he keeps on changing keys in tt song.. but hey.. he is using the same root key.. jus different structure..

WAT THE HEY!.. i m so bored tt i m actually blogging such things dwn.. haha... lalala.. NANA is BORED but HAPPY!

2006-09-11T22:14:00.000+08:00

Just got home.. yep. monday.. bluezzz.. hehe
Today woke up shitty late.. so ran to work.. haha. darn busy today..cos i piled my work since last week.. n today tada! but when u r busy. time realli flies.. yes.. today the china agents came.. they are like some big shit when they step into HQ.. everyone stared haha.. n guess wat.. again.. china man ..said nana look like? the singer HE JIE! haha..

chat with 'mommy' online for a while.. she told mi she broke up with her daryl..i realli hope tt she can get over it soon.. haiz..sometimes.. we ppl jus need to love our present life..be satisfied.. move on onli if u have the confidence n ability to..things will nv be done in a rush...n of course.. dont ask for too much...we might choke! 'mommy'.. in future u might realise tt u are happier without him.. jus go on with life..life has to move on.. n u might one day realise tt today is actually the happiest moment of ur life! HAKUNA MA TATA!
i guess we have been trained too much in looking into the future n into fufillin our dreams.. while in the mean time of looking far foward, forget abt our present one....'Why live life fromDream to dream And dread the daywhen dreaming ends?'

Whatever happened
We leave it all to chance
Another heartache
Another failed romance
On and on
Does anybody know what we are living for?

And lastly.. to my dearest Bryan... u sounded so sad over the phone.. i kNoe.. everyone is conscious..self-conscious i mean..but if we always listen to wat ppl tink n wat ppl critisize.. aint our life miserable? we needa be proud of wat we have and put ur head high up..if ur gal truly loves u .. she will definitely not mind u in being u, urself..isnt tt wat love is about? the person who have said those stuffs probably havent look into the mirror for a long long time..tell mi who is perfect? i guess u love ur gal so much.. tt is y u became so conscious.. hey.. tt's a good thing though..PLEASE trust ur nana dajie.. u are nt wat u tink u are.. u r jus too deeply in love..

Love lift us up where we belong
where eagles fly, on a mountain high ...

The Greatest Thing yOu eVer learN iS jUst tO loVe aNd bE LovEd iN rEturn..

2006-09-10T23:09:00.000+08:00

My oiisshi lunch at Lei Garden..
Strawberry purse... n Strawberry handphone holder...hungry..

NANA strawberry bedroom slipper....
my Strawberry bookmark...
Walking along Orchard Rd.. hey ..it looks better.. maybe for the world bank meeting.. IMAGE!
oo .. statue of a naked woman.. n an egg.. hey.. our egg so big de mehz..? hehe
hey.. tis is artistic.. wonder hw long he sat there..
tis is the LV bag tt i was asking my dad to buy for my mom.. but of course.. din buy.. cos its EX!

my first BK meal after duNo how many years.. Ahh..Horny guy! Alwayz..

Yawnz.. Tiring day.. haha.. been walking on my painful shoes for almost the whole day!
Woke up at 9am.. mom fetched mi back tiong bahru.. selfish dad went to Batam for golf.. arrggh.. thn mom came picking mi up at 11am again.. for Dimsum at Lei garden restaurant.. had a wonderful n expensive lunch... hehe..today was actually lunch with the China agents.. but i tink they have changed the date of arrival.. aft eating.. went golf shopping with mom n sis at Takashimaya... i bought a pants as well as a new Paradiso ladies golf.. freaking expensive golf.. but good golf will result in ? good play of course!
Met eugene at lucky plaza at 1plus.. cos i needa buy 4D for mommy...3344... hehe..$20 big $30 small..nv win of course! haha..aft tt .. we went to Shaw to buy tics for Barnyard at 4 plus.. so during the waiting time.. we went wheelock.. cos eugene needa upgrade his mom's hp.. haha.. waited bloody long.. thn it was my turn.. went Tangs to get my Christian Dior eye cream n eye liner..spent $160. but i paid onli $10 cos i got a $150 voucher from nic nic to spend..oo.. THANK YOU my dear nic nic for buying mi thise gift.. miss ya lots.. one day i will organise a Casa Rosa Condo outing... oo nic nic is my childhood fren.. hehe...handsome one!
thn went to Heeren to buy my strawberry stuffs.. woohoo.. tt is frm sis hui.. she is paying for it..Thanks LIM YIN HUI! luv ya!
haha.. well.. Barnyard is a cute cute cute movie.. i love the pig, the cow n the mouse.. hehe
aft tt movie..we went cineleisure to catch another movie which is Monster hse.. scaryzz..
Today is Cartoon Marathon! woohooo!
haha..n guess wat.. today i ate something i nv nv nv nv eat for such a long long time.. which is BK... was reluctant.. but was pulled to go! erm..aft watching tt monster hse.. of course.. time to go hm sleep!
tmr gonna wake up early for work again..my leg pain pain lo.. arghh..stupid shoe..
YAWNZ.. i wanna sleep.. lalalalalalala.....i miss my bed! nighty nightz..

2006-09-09T23:37:00.000+08:00

my prize for singing!
Alan n Ang singing.. small hse see big hse..alan is freaking tall..
DCEO ..uncle? haha singing with aunty.. i still cant force myself to call them mr/mrs neo.. i still used to uncle auntie. haha
everybody resting aft the race...
tis swordfish nearly made my head BLOW!
AMK food court.. finding the 2 big tomatoes
3hrs on Mr.Lee's car.. Yawnz..he is a slow driver.. hehe

everybody waiting for their oiishii dinner..
The whole of QS contract department singing Peng You.. hehe..

(WAT THE.. i forgot to post tis last nite.. cos i was tired... n i clicked the Save as Draft instead of Publish Post. stupid mi..)

Had a wonderful day today!
Woke up damn early for piano lesson.. oo my chopin.. schumann pieces.. i m improving fast!
Mom drove mi down to Kembangan CC for company event.... erm... thn she went for her lunch function at duNo wat Hotel.. hehe.. so i went to meet my colleagues..they allocated mi to Assistant GM's group..which consist of Yvonne n Anne..
First game TREASURE HUNT! 6 places to go!
1) An estate in SW part of s'pore where the roads are named aft NUTS..--> Cashew Rd.. Almond Rd etc..
2) Head to ROM n take a foto with a happy couple n their cert--> kena rejected by so many couples.. hehe
3) Find the biggest LOVE in town--> at db ghaut .. outside fish n co
4) Find a pair of sword fish--> at parkway
5) Find the biggest pair of tomatoes in S'pore --> found it at AMK
6) Locate the missing MERLION in a edited pic..
OK! we won the fourth prize! and got a 100 taka voucher.. but the GM took it! arghh.. nvm la.. its all for the FUN n experience..
After going back to the CC.. we had our dinner... n my oiisshhi fondue..with strawberry..aww..
Thn.. its KTV time.. DCEO booked the whole KTV room. its huge lo.. haha.. of course.. they forced mi to sing NANA act cute songs.... which is MOUSE LOVE BIG RICE (trans chinese urself!). N i won a prize too! haha...
My dad n mom went to another function..n he rushed dwn to fetch mi n my sis hui home.. jus got home.. tmr i tink there will be a lunch with China agents... shit.. have to dress UP again.. yawnz...wan to orh orh le.. nighty nightz..

2006-09-08T22:18:00.000+08:00

Check tis out.. http://www.break.com/index/worlds_best_ukulele_player.html --> awesome player!look at the strumming part.. ooohh my. n for more info.. on this ukulele.. the fret is damn damn damn shit tiny on the bottom part.. n he can press perfectly with his man's hand.. i LOVE him! *muackz*
hehe.. was happy today.. cos today is FRIDAY!.. yepz.. work as usual.. finding things to do.. erm.. good thing is tt there is nO guitar lesson.. cos i needa rest..
had dinner with parents n nigel boi n sis hui.. yes.. tot of going to NSRCC to practice golf.. but i tink i need very good rest...
HEY.. STUPID SELFISH MR.BLACK.. jio my daddy to Batam for golf at PalmSpring on Sunday without jioing mi.. IDOIT! i hate u ..thn tell mi the flight is filled up..erm.. flight= 4 person.. yea.. i BOX U ARH... next time dont come and jio mi go play golf with u ... i REFUSE to go le.. bhlex.. hehe..
tmr got company function at Kembangan .. haiz.. duNo which part of my brain nt working.. go promise the Fiona n Wendy tt i'll be going. n now? cant back out la.. yawnz...
morning 9am piano... 11.3oam function starts till duNo wat time.. sunday i tink i needa pei my mom entertain agents till nOOn.. thn woohoo... Off i go!

2006-09-07T20:10:00.000+08:00

sooo loving.. aww......
reminds mi of Captain weekok.. tt 'teh gong' guy.. haha..

Like wat many have said.. life geting uninteresting..boring.. mundane...n simple when u start working.. your life suddenly revolves round so many different people and PAPERS! hehe.. well today wasnt feelin realli good in the morning.. cos i had a jaw ache... dont laugh..
manage to squeeze out some work from the QS contract department.. hehe..which is photcopying.. wah.. SAVE THE TREES..i opened up 7 piles of A4paper.. woohoo..okay nth to say le.. today i shall post something which i nv eva believed in ...okay i m born in the month of August..
Outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. No self-control. Kind hearted. Self-confident. Loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to. Has an "every thing's peachy" attitude. Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer. Easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to be loved. Hates studying. in need of "that someone". Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld or restricted. Lives by "no pain no gain" caring. Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious. Independent. Strong willed. A fighter.
DING DING! THE JACKPOT WAS HIT!

2006-09-06T20:13:00.000+08:00

MY OIISSHI strawberry lunchy again.. woooo.. the strawberries are RED HOT! oo today got $$ to buy yogurt drink too!Michelle Wie.... haha. i changed the lame old pic on my office desktop to this.. i'll pray to be her!
in the tunnel .. n i saw this car.. blurred cos it was moving fast.. haha..my husband gona be driving tis car.. haha so kaawaaii..

Yawnz.. jus came back frm work.. my mama fetched mi home.. hehe. today i tried a new route.. which is alighting at Lavender MRT station.. i forgot i was wearing heels.. n i walked like 1 km? WTS! hehe nvm la.. exercise..heez..
in the morning there was basically nothing to do.. but i manage to squeeze something to do from someone.. haha.squeeze till she went dry? haha... seriously bored bored bored... some staffs jus dont dare to give mi jobs to do.. y again? cos i m mdm toh's daughter.. haiz...nvm.. i make sure i twist n squeeze hard enough for them to give mi .. hehe.. i'll aim the contracts department.. haha so bad.. hey...working like tis everyday... life is going to be mundane..
someone called mi jus now... asking mi out for dinner.. was reluctant to ans tt call.. cos.. tt day i was jus asking him y he said those stuffs to 'mommy'.. he said he nv said so.. or did i see nO reply on tt.. n he replied something like tis ' hw to be frens aft i confronted him'.. i arghh..n i said 'up to u ' i felt tt i did no wrong...wat i was doing was finding a name back for myself..like today he asked mi out for dinner.. i was tinking...he said all those to mi tt day n y he suddenly so nice ask mi out for dinner.. heck la! i dont wan to deal with these ppl le..
okay.... gotta prepare my beddy for a good night sleep at 11pm.. haha.. but first.. i must practice guitar.. read my jodi jodi book.. erm... thn off to see my prince...

2006-09-05T21:14:00.000+08:00

Read tis! so hilarious. its found right infront of the toilet bowl! Tis kinda case.. wat nana will do?
STEP STEP STEP! STAND STAND STAND! NANA jiayou!
oo.. MY LUNCH! haha.. oiiishhi strawberry meal.. hehe..
I HATe these papers. enouGH!
Try looking at these numbers at 8.30am.... there is a pile below this too...
i jus love tis.. so happy when i see tis..woohoo.. TWISS!

wonderful night with my bed.. woke up late.. cos my bed is just so comfortable.. erm..manage to reach work place on time.. hehe.. tmr i gonna try the new route.. which is to Lavender MRT instead of Potong Pasir.. yea..
First thing i did today was related to numbers... i hate it.. i m just nt fated with numbers....thn started to gao tim all the big big enormous paper..the A1 paper woohoo... do till my hand realli tired.. thn had my lunch.. hmm.. as usual .. i dont like to do things slowly.. so i ended up with no more work at 4.30pm.. left 1 more hr.. erm.. i dilly dally around.. play around.. said hello to my mom ...tt's all ... nth much to blog too.. cos its too 'interesting'!
erm.. well.. mom wanted to fetch mi back.. but i asked her worker KUmar to bring mi.. hey i like him so much.. always my driver.. aha.. i LOVE to sit his lorry.. haha.. especially at the back of the lorry.. hehe.. did some daily needs shopping.. thn chilling out at hm with my instruments.. okay.. time to go! tmr will be another GREAT day.. NANA JIAYOU!

2006-09-04T23:35:00.000+08:00

The sun is lazier thn mi!
On my way to work.. hehe
even b4 i start work.. jus look at the pile..
my com for msn, blog n frenster.. hehe of course nt la.. WORK!
ooisshiii beancurd with noody... haha.. JALAN BESAR ROCKS WITH GREAT FOOD!
my mama.. so serious... jiayou..
found tis right outside my mom's office.. so cute. haha.. TWISS!

Before i sleep.. i shall blog....
Okay.. woke up at 6.45am SHARP today.. the sun wasnt even out... hehe.. so excited to go work.. but the transportation realli kills...freak.. travel all the way to Potong Pasir n take a bus dwn.. nvm. i will get used to it de.. i got my storybook n my mp3 so OFF nana go !
settled dwn at around 8.45am.... Angie introduced mi to a shifu.. who will teach mi wat to file bla bla.. i've got a table.. BIG n MESSY one.... i've got a com..i've got a printer.. yeah.. the work is nt very tough.. jus tt when it comes to filing.. i needa climb up n down a high stool.. n cos my body aching today so its kinda hard for mi to reach for some files.. arghh.. half an hr before off work.. my shifu asked mi to slow down.. haha.. cos she got nth for mi to do.. i wonder wat should i do tmr..hehe...
so went over to my mama office...wait for her to finish her stuffs.. n today daddy took leave so he went to our office to pick us up.. hehe reached home around 7pm.. was abt to remove make up when eugene called mi up for a movie.. n i went! erm... i wan to avoid the rain so i went to coffee bean very early.. to chill there with my book.. woohoo... thn aft he came.. went straight up n watched the hokkien show.. idoit.. haha.. wat. 'mei man ren shen' toopid.. learnt something from the movie.. which is.. 'fuck u '! haha... okay.. jus got home... n now wan to orh orh le.. tmr gona be a great day too.. mus look foward so it wont be boring.. NANA JIAYOU!

NEW DAYS ARE DAYS WHEN DREAMING ENDS

2006-09-03T22:40:00.000+08:00

Starting off.. my golve.. my putter n my iron...
woohoo.. hitting the balls nt well..dont look at tis nice finishing.. the ball din fly nicely!
another bad shot...
my sis hitting the balls quite well.. tis is called half finishing..
Greg as usual.. POWER SHOTS..hey ur shirt is out!
the Charles the King of putting.. he is just so good in putting.. oo.. i tink 5th hole..
daddy n his competition partners... erm. second guy from the right..
4th cake.. arghhhh... tis is nt a bad one..

*OUCH* *OUCH* my whole body is aching..cos yesterday was the first exercise of the month. haa.. thn aft today's golf.. woohoo...i cant move properly nw... haha..
as usual. woke up around 9am... thn slagged at home.. played piano for almost an hr.. erm..i mean payalebar hm.. thn waited for my mama to return home to bring us to NSRCC for our golf game.. my daddy went out like 11am for his competition.. and we left the hse at 3pm so tt there will be sufficient time to practice b4 our 9hole game..
started off practicing.. n WTF.. i nearly broke my clubs apart... arghh.. 2words.. DULAN! cos its either i top... dove.. or shang the ball.. u name it ..i did it! haha.. the uncle beside mi probably tinks y m i playing with the balls.. haha. thn charles n greg trying so hard to correct mi.. haiyoh.. thn started teeing off at 4.37pm.. BLOODY hot.. phew..wasnt a nice tee off.. but it flew.. haha.. well.. i lost-ed 2 balls in the whole game.. cos y ? first.. my sis said..'hey sis u've got a sms' thn i looked up.. n forget to see which direction my ball flew..second.. haha i was haolian-ing with my sis..asking her to look at my 'power shot'.. used too much strength ..body went too fast.. the ball flew into the bush 4m away.. haha..FINE! erm..charles n greg were doing fine.. always so crappy..my goodness.. nearly laugh my liver out? my sis was good at first but slowly she lost her stamina.. haha..
Had dinner with mom n sis at the country club.. JUMBO! woohoo. ate till i nearly vomited.. thn went home still got cake.. wah power... my daddy came hm arnd 9pm... saying tt he was 2m away from hole in one.. WTF...but lousy car prize la.. Mitsubitshi Grandis nia..sang happy bd for mom n tada... 4th cake of the week.. haha.. phobia ..~~
gtg sleep early le.. tmr starting work at 8.30am.. mom is NOT fetching mi cos she can work anytime she wans n i cant so she refuse to fetch mi..haiz.. have to take the 1hr public transport.. but nvm.. i can take it.. all for the sake of $$... NANA NANA JIAYOU! KAMPATEH NEHZ!

2006-09-02T21:45:00.000+08:00

The gOlf pAlace...

should i take part? prize for hole in one.. Benz E class e200 Kompressor.. HOLY!
hit the ball well.. n u can play with ? NANA!
tis is daddy in his finishing stroke..tmr gonna be tough.. nO more shelter dad..
erm.. my dear dear charles... he is a pro shit!
tis guy.. kenneth? frm talent squad? woohoo.. his 7 iron reaches 160m... n i onli reach 100m..c'mon i m a lady...
pitch pitch pitch.. tan tan tan... burnt!
Gregory competing with mi? c'mon.. i m a golfer with luck!
after 3-4 hrs of training.. tada!.. nahz.. its minor..
i finished this? POWER! shagged n hungry aft golfing..
stupid look .. tis is sis!

i LOVE today.. haha... as usual... woke up early in the morning...for piano at 10.15am... as usual Ms Seah is late.. haha..nvm..i spent my time reading newspaper while waiting for her.. erm.. left home at 12pm n had lunch with dad n mom b4 heading dwn to changi for golf...
woohoo.. whole day at golf range.. tot of playing 9hole course.. bt didnt have much time for it.. so i booked tmr 4.37pm.. airforce course.. lalala.. so happy.. looking foward .. cos its been 1mth tt i din touch golf..
spent half of my day at golf range with dad.. as well as my golf khakis charles n gregory.. haha.. they are as usual crappy..we spend the day there critising abt our shots too.. but they are hitting the balls well.. haha...onli ME! freak.. first few balls went haywire.. instead of going 150m.. it went 50m cos the ball din fly straight..it went high up to the sky ..y? reason.. i din practice for so long.. n the strokes turned a little rusty.. haha.. i nearly pulled my hair off cos i cant figure out wat went wrong with my strokes..but i practiced n slowly, i got it RIGHT! phew~ went under the bloody hot sun to practice pitching again.. arghh.. i hate tt tan mark.. n OUCH.. my hand hurts..still too much friction..needa change a new pair of golves..
went hm at 5 plus..bathed n headed down to York Hotel .. nt to use those strawberry condoms la.. erm.. went for the Penang Buffet.. my dad treated us cos its my mom's bd tmr.. HAPPY BD MOMMY! gave her Chanel Lipstick as a present n hope she uses it.. haha..
okay jus reached hm n nw blogging while having a little wine session with daddy.. haha.. tis is good abt paya lebar hm.. of course .. pros n cons.. lalala.. getting restless nw.. yawnz..
daddy is going for GRC golf competition tmr.. hope he wins something.. hole in one BEST! while mi n my sis will head to NSRCC for a 9hole game.. yea..

2006-09-01T23:54:00.000+08:00

Niang requested for a car for his bd present... n instead i bought CARS for him.. so sweet of mi!

Niang helping mi n himself to register in SSDC...man la..
Dinner for 2 at Grillers..
oo.. my strawberry n tt strawberry matches...Crazy Niang.. bought for mi condoms.. WTF? strawberry... nice..
When can i ever buy my flute... HOLY.. $1160.25...hurrr.. daddy.. hurr mommy??

Well.. today thursday... bye bye 18 years old.. i m 18 years and 1 day old.. haha... yea.. erm.. woke up as early as 9am.. i guess.. my sleeping time is adjusted back to the healthy one.. haha.. erm..laze around at home in my thick jacket.. cos its hurr...coldzz.. auntie pheng came n i chit chatted with her till 2pm..in the mean time scolding tt naughty Leon.. hehe..
Was supposed to meet Niang at 2pm... but i was still hm at tt time.. cos he nv call mi back.. arghh.. but was able to rush dwn within 30mins to bukit gombak.. SSDC... went to register for driving.. i promised him long ago tt i will register together with him so have to keep my promise..haha..spent 1hr there.. HOLY... the whole driving course cost about $1800 - $2300..provided i dont fail any lessons or test.. yes.... decided to take auto.. cos both my parent's car is auto cum manual.. so i heck.. erm..aft registering...we headed dwn to TiongBahru Plaza.. erm.. returned the VCDs borrowed.. thn went for dinner at Grillers.. the food there wasnt tt bad.. mi n Niang shared cos i wasnt reali tt hungry.. n he bought mi a belated bd gift.. CONDOMS.. WTF.. canot la. i don wan to use it yet.... nana still innocent.. awww.... hw true... ?
he sent mi home.. thn tada.. its time to go back Paya lebar home! but b4 tt my dad sent mi to Thomson plaza for my guitar lesson.. woohoo.. another piece :) erm.. finished lesson at 9pm.. n went to funeral.. today last day.. i went beside the coffin of tt ahpei for the last time.. he looked peaceful.. got a kind of no regrets look on his face.. yes.. i wish when i m dead i will have tt peaceful smile on my face too..so sad.. last day last day.. yes.. hope he will be in heaven to bless his family.. may God be with him always.. Amen...
well.. looking foward for tmr golfing with my daddy.. oo... hit the ball well! n i will ! haaz.. NANA IS BACK TO THE GREEN.... NANA JIAYOU JIAYOU!

2006-09-01T09:41:00.000+08:00

NANA n old fren Hui xian xian..missed her..
mi n edwin.. the smart freak in the top class.. haha

again.. she grew.. aww..
the performance.. only interesting part..
Our Oiishii Baked rice cum fried mushrooms..

Twisss.. Xian xian and Hongwei.. hey.. onli guys at tis age will volunteer to do TWISS!
Chewing n munching away..

The free birthday ice cream light house.. ooisshi..
Puff .. puff n puff..
WAnTing feeding mi the chim chim cherrry...

aww man. i hate tt look.. so disgusting...eww..

from the top view... looks like doing some oral on bananass
sae aaahhhemm..
ahma n mommy in crystal jade paragon...

obviously self taken.. say cheeseee...

Gift from sis.. oo i gonna read it..
my strawberry gift from hx...wt...and hw... aww..

well.. nv blog yesterday.. cos i was damn shagged aft a whole day out ..yepz.. let mi recap.. i was nt with clique yesterday .. maybe next week ba.. hope so.. if i have the time n energy aft work.. yeah..
erm woke up at 9am.. waiting for buddy huixian's call for mi to leave home.. well. she called onli at 11am. idiot. so late.. hhaa.. its was rainng n so i took a cabby dwn to Peicai Secondary School.. i was so excited.. cos i have nt returned since the day i graduated.. haha..opps! yea..stayed there ..watched the performance til 1pm.. unexpectedly saw my old time buddy WanTing.. haha.. crap with her.. thn she realise its my bd.. haha so huixian jio her out for lunch n she promised to go.. woohoo. another person to celebrate.. haha.. aft the performance.. met WanTing's bro.. Hong Wei.. still look like jappy guy.. so aft saying hi n bye to teachers which most of them still remember mi. the idiotic Yy who toks so much.. joined choir but nv sang.. erm..do stuffs tt made teacher came hunting aft mi.. haah aww. old times.. hey teachers! i changed alot in poly 1 lo.. guai guai rena.. but nw back to the old one.. haha!
After tt we headed to Junction 8 for Swensons .. haha i treated them lunch.. n we played for a while in there with bananas bla bla.. haha..although many r ppl looking but i heck.. cos its my bd.. yea..
realise tt my pri school good fren Siying is besties with my sec school good fren WanTing.. such a coincidence.. haha.. Siying sms-ed n greeted mi too. another SURPRISE! haaz..all 3 got mi a present.. haha.. should knOe la.. strawberry. always strawberry.. nO change... aww i love it..
okay...left them at 4pm.. headed dwn to Orchard.. wishing time to fly quickly while waiting for my mom,2 sis n ahma.. yawnz.. always so 'early' ..nearly rotted there..kinda sad tt my daddy din go.. but he sent mi a sms which made mi feel so touched.. which is 'Happy Birthday my dear' aww man..read it.. 'my dear!!!!' i love my daddy loads..
so went crystal jade paragon to eat.. my fav place.. ooisihi.. received bd present from ahma.. which is $$..oo yes.. received present from sis pin which is a story book by Jodi Picoult- My Sister's Keeper.. she say i have to read it.. n i will stop reading my Tony Parson to give way for this.. haha..
I was soo soo soo soo happy yesterday .. nO words to describe..realli..i tot tis bd will be a boring one.. but i was WRONG.. all my frens n family was here for mi .. .i love my life.. i love myself.. lalala.. i m the most happy happy gal on earth! Three Cheers for NANA!

2006-08-30T23:29:00.000+08:00

NANA 18th birthday.. so touched.. aww...tis is the pic taken dwnstair..

asking him to act stupid.. n realli stupid to give mi tis face. haha bhlex.. :P
y is he always so horny..doin such action.. take a close look ..its middle finger..!
y tis bag ya? eugene was telling mi tt his **** is able to go through it..erm hard.. big still gt wat huh?
the electrico music which i m enjoying nw... runaway!

OMgoodness.. soooo touched.. haha.. was kinda sad n bored today at home.. slept at 4pm to 9pm.. woke up..bath..thn received a call.. haha.. from eugene.. he asked to go out of the hse for a while...n i did.. guess wat.. i saw him holding tis brownie cake with a candle on it.. n he sang a bd song.. jus felt like crying lo.. nv in my life someone give mi such a surprise bd.. like he said.. a bd cake will be a memorable one.. yes.. indeed a memorable one.. haha.. thanx eugene! oo yes he gave mi Electrico's CD as a present too.. the first cd.. which i always feel like buying.. but nO money.. haha..
a pity tt i din take my fone out. so din get a chance to take the brownie.. ooisshi nehz.. rich choco.. haha..thn went to 7eleven to buy some drinks cos it is beri beri de sweet. haha..
crap downstair for a while.. n he needed to zao to catch the last bus.. haha.. jus reached home.. n currently i m listening to the CD.. oo my day is brightened up... thanx thanx thanx thanx infinitely! suddenly loved my birthday again...

2006-08-30T12:04:00.000+08:00

all of a sudden.. i feel like blogging again.. cos i can find nO one to tok to now..an immediate sadness came into me.. duNo where or how i sHould start from..hw should i start moving on? which direction.. where m i ? they say the world is cruel.. we are all jus ants in the ghetto..so many tiny pieces of them..n i dUno where i m standing...i m lost again.. i tried hard nt to be tinking too much.. y is peace always fighting with my feelings..the quieter it gets.. the worst i feel..n last time i so much wanted this peace.. i fought for the privacy n i got it.. but i dont want it now..how can i give i back? somebody guide mi n teach mi...hw i wish i can be like my sis who can cry so easily..at least ppl feel better after crying.. y mus my heart put on so much resistance.. nt even wanting to give mi a drop of tears..arghh FUCK MY LIFE!

2006-08-30T09:54:00.000+08:00

jus woke up from my dreamland.. dreamt of so many things.. cos i tink too much in the day.. haha.. but i cant RECALL anything.. haha.. as usual.. morning is always so quiet cos ahma nt in..n these days i have been waking up rather early.. its good in a way..healthy lifestyle..
oo yes.. count down to my 18th birthday..14 hrs left.. ooyea.. legal for so many things le...haha..
tis years bd is rather funny... usually at this time i m out with my frens... thn at nite with my family.. but today..i m alone at home.. haha.. cos i m nt staying at payalebar.. nO family.. nO frens cos most of them working.. maybe tmr ba... tonight. maybe jus wish myself a happy birthday... hey i like the chinese song for this man... haha..
now blogging at 10am... wat to do next? nO mood for composing.. nO mood to go out alone..nO mood to sleep..nO mood to read.. nO mood to watch TV.. i m hungry.. but nO food to eat... WAT THE...again i missed home..somebody save mi! haha.. nvm... grown up le.. so much jiayou jiayou on my own. yeah.. NANA KAMPATEH NEHZ..
saw tis musical n this song.. so true so true...it goes..The world rests in the gutter, whats the point to fear n shudder, agony never lasts an eternity.. heaven n hell in unity..always the sexiest appeal.. the easiest deal.. the sweetest battle.. and the coolest game of the jungle..

2006-08-29T22:17:00.000+08:00

walking to isetan.. thn back to forum.. early birds...

my limited edition shu uemura eye shadow and volume mascara..tt cost mi $115
my paya lebar room suddenly so empty.. cos my piano is at tiong bahru.. woohoo at last..!

my pool... so quiet.. always..
i was chilling when my baby was taking his noon nappy... he jus nv leaves his ball ball.. i was jealous okay..
jus look at the wordings.. u kNoe its from mi! haha..my dad was saying.. so kiddish..
my daddy celebrating his bd naked.. haha..aw.. he needs to play more golf... his tummy is expanding..

woke up at 8am.. cos i slept real early yesterday like 8.30 pm? hha.. mom called at11pm last nite n told mi to buy cake for dad..n also told mi a bad news tt i might nt be able to get my job.. cos the current new staff is doing well.. n they find it hard to tell her to leave. so sad.. sobx.. well.. thinking positively.. its good cos tt gal wont get sacked cos of mi..i dun wanaa be the bad gal..n i was thinkin for the whole aftnoon.. wat to do next week? my frens started working tis week..aiyah.. i also wan to work..but i dont wan to go back to banquet.. dont want dont want dont want.. i wan nana to change.. CHANGE BACK! nana mus jiayou de! jia you jiayou! but at the rate i m spending my money.. i have to WORK!
went out like 10am in the morning... waited for auntie pang lo.. always so late than come.. haha. tt 2 hrs.. i did 1hr composing... i bath.. makeup.. haha..tada.. she came dwn to fetch mi ... n we went Forum.. went to eat meesiam thn ordered the $40 choco banana cake from Secret Recipe..
Went shopping aft tt... bought some present for myself..Shu Uemura products.. the gal taught mi new make up skills.. so interesting.. i spent like $115.. tis is a bd gift to myself.. haha i'm going 18!
auntie pang fetched mi back to paya lebar home.. she bought mi a rebonding n curling equipment... so happy~ can play with my hair.. chilled at home with my sis vodka.. aiyah..chill until wan to orh orh koon.. thn someone called telling mi tt kean's n wayne's grandfather died.. who is also auntie pang's father in law.. wah. a few hrs back i was still with auntie pang... thn 1 hrs later.. haiz haiz.. so sad case..he was a healthy,friendly, cheerful n active man.. i always see him on his bicycle.. he love his grand son so muchh.. but cos of one fall..he was left dead alive..he can see but not recognise.. tok..eat.. move..its so depressing when i hear tt.. its so terrible~ probably his death is a blessing ba..at least he need nt suffer tt much.. duNo y also.. i felt kinda sad for a while.. as we grow older. more n more ppl will slowly leave us.. n happy or nt.. we have to live with tt fact..haiyah.. suddenly felt so sad.. so i went to koon.. tot of sleeping for 1hr... but ended up sleeping for 4 hrs.. haha..
woke up at 9pm... my daddy cut the ooisshii cake... he was kinda happy with the cap i gave him.. sumore still asked for more presents.. haha.. n thn he fetched mi back to tiong bahru.. hehe..today at least ahma is back from m'sia .. so i dont feel tt lonely..but i still feel a little wierd today.. dUno y ..

2006-08-28T20:21:00.000+08:00

Nice place to eat n chill. ooiisshhii nehz..!
aww.. so tasty.. mus go try !

KTV-ing..
eugene trying to act stupid.. always...
first time trying Carls Jr.. better thn all fast food.. but ex lo..
aww.. fish burger!
fries-ies.. of course we couldnt finish...
Horn-ny eugene trying to act sweet again..
cheapy cheapy hotdog meal at Ikea
AYE..

woohoo.. 'steamsteam'.. jus came home.. yawnz.. terribly nt enough sleep..y lehz? cos some 'idoit' make mi nv sleep.. haha..
yea tok abt sunday first.. yesterday went out with parents n hui in the morning to eat prawn noodle.. haa.. i make them come all the way from payalebar to fetch mi out to eat.. y ? cos i damn hungry aft doing hsework from 4am to 7am.. hahaa.. haiz.. jus cant sleep aft waking up at 4am.. cos my sleeping time is inverted..
thn met eugene at 2pm.. wanted to treat him lunch cos of his supportive-ness? but in the end he treated mi.. haaz.. go dUNo wat uuluu ktv.. cheap n good.. haha.. with his frens? duNo them. but they looked frenly.. aft tt ..went to have dinner cum supper with them.. thn zao home..
monday morning: went to eugene's hse to watch vcd.. watch until pengz.. haha.. slept there for a few hrs cos he refused to wake up..thn pei him go hospital and clinic take mc .. duNo wat shitty clinic de.. give mc for so many days.. 'idoit' ..after tt ..walked to Ikea for a cheapo hotdog breaky/lunchy n went window shopping for a while..
thn we headed to video easy to rent vcd.. 'back to the future', 'moulin rouge' and 'brother bear'..well.. went tiong bahru hse n watched 'back to the future' first.. i was tired but the show was kinda interesting so i din doze off.. but i couldnt take it when we changed to 'brother bear' .. so i pengz-ed..hang arnd the hse till 6pm thn go makan at KFC..
i m wondering.. can i still do such things to make myself occupied n happy aft i start working next monday... its gonna be tough.. so mus mus mus enjoy my week..i mus work hard too so i can buy my flute? yea.. NANA NANA JIAYOU!
now..i seriously pengz le.. mus go sleep.. if nt tmr i sure die de.. haha still need to meet auntie pang for breakfast...thn zao back payalebar to celebrate my daddy's birthday....

2006-08-27T04:19:00.000+08:00

toopid hui staring at the statue's dick..?
my indian pale ale beer.. aw... got half more jug to finish...
row row row your boat..
hui looking crazily blurr..
mom n dad choosing their oisshii meal..
sis n her bf zhengwen.. so loving yea?
the $1000 plus earring from my mom? ex la.. dad gave $1300 hp 8800 last mth.. so no more!
oo i miss my golf! my cap... my bag.. n my tag...haha

Hello! haha.. its 4.15am n i m currently blogging.. y ? cos i slept at 10 pm.. woke up at 12am... slept again.. woke up at 2am and slept again n woke up at 4am.. SHIT.. my sleeping timing has gone haywire.. i needa tune it back..
well.. didnt blog jus now cos i was having headache...yesterday at payalebar hse, i woke up at 4am .. pat my dog... read newspaper..read storybook.. watch discovery channel..cos like i said.. HAYWIRE! erm.. waited for piano lesson at 10am... oo my teacher got mi a minnie mouse wallet..kawaii nehz.. erm..took a nap till 3pm.. shake leg infront of golf channel.. saw my tigerwoods..aww..
Ding dong! came the piano mover... they moved my piano..mixer and 2 speakers to tiongbahru... so excited.. i rushed down to tiongbahru to settle all the complicating cables.. took 1hr to get everything connected...phew -_-' at last everythin working.. counted abt 19 cable points...aft tt i went back paya to get dressed for the dinner at clarke quay with my whole family..italian retaurant i tink ..its called Brewerkz.. i ordered beer salmon.. kinda cool.. yea.. n had a few mussels..oo yes... most importantly my 6.5% India Pale Ale draft beer.. holy.. its power.. n aft finishing the meal..mi n zhengwen(sis's bf) played fastest drinking game.. forfeit is to eat chilli sauce with tartar sauce.. he took a 4.5% bitter beer? n of course.. mouth small la.. i lost.. but i refuse to do the forfeit.. its like 5 mins the after effect of drinking came.. haha.. nO change of face color.. but i was beri de dizzy.. clinging onto my daddy cos he was afraid tt i jump into the river. haha.. zhengwen started to walk like a crab.. my dad was laughing behind.. funny like anything..stupid us~
we drove down to tiongbahru cos i requested to go home.. to play with the instruments.. haha..thn 10 pm bom to sleep...yea. tt's all.. i felt much better aft calling serene to tell her tt i dont want to work tmr.. i feel bad~

2006-08-26T00:03:00.000+08:00

^TWIST! haha..look at the relieve aft the freakin exams..
^The shag but happy nana.. with the 'jiao' xueqi..her nonsense are in depth! haaz
^weixian! she smiles! dotz..
^ In the food court.. i m basically jus 'steaming'.. eyes abt to shut too! nO smile.. nono..

^Weixian toking PORN.. hha..tt's the way to keep our energy level up.. remember boysfood?^trying to sleep real tight.. possible? with bryan n jo at the back watching av girls on youtube..
finshed lunch n KO! woohoo.. nana has got this day!
xueqi 'steam steam' with mi!
tis is wat ppl look aft nO sleep with coffee booster..
aw.. at last manage to see him.. i love him soo very much.
satisfaction...

YEAH! HIP HIP? exams finally came to an end.. woohoo.. aft 1 week of intense studying.. i m so happy but in the mean time dissppointed.. haa.. happy cos i have completed another sem.. dissspointed cos i tink i'll do rather poorly this time round..yea..
i was kinda shag aft the exams cos i havent been sleeping every night.. jus onli short naps in the noon.. n i gobbled so many cups of coffee each night.. i guess next time it will nt work on mi anymore!
Yepz.. aft exams i hanged arnd school till 12? yea. wanted to head back home for some good nap..but toopid bryan forced mi to accompany them to toapayoh for lunch.. ya reluctant to go but haiz.. n i ran out of cash.. so called my dad down to pass mi some $. they went for some sprint shopping.. real fast one..but i reached my limit n i became so quiet and grouchy.. jus nt tt 'bouncy' rena..soory guys! haha..
of course.. nt MRT.. i took a cabby home with bryan.. he went to my hse to meet Jo and i cant stand them cos they are so 'bird' haha.. wanted to catch a nap but couldnt..haaz i scared-ed Jo when i removed my makeup..haha y? aftermath of nt sleeping regularly for a week? they left and i took a nap n in the mean time waiting for mom's call. yea.. went paya home arnd 6pm but i was still so shagged so i have decided nt to go for guitar less..n i skipped dinner too for some sleep.. woke up arnd 9pm by the noise of my aunties.. oo they did a stock take of VictoriaSecret's pyjammy.. n my sis forgot to order mine! arghh..boring today..wanted to go out but so tired .. nvm.. tmr i guess i will find someone to go out.. oo i gonna hav jappy dinner with my aunties..oishii nehz...
borrowed tis book.. by Tony Parsons- The Family Way.. abt controversial issues ..at last can get back to storybooks.. hey who says i dont read! jus tt i dont have time for one previously..
Tmr my mixer.. piano.. speakers will be down to my tiong bahru hse.. finished packing the dusts n my nose is STUCK! aww n i hope i can go for golf if i have time slots..cos i missed the course!

2006-08-24T10:53:00.000+08:00

i dont feel like saying or hearing tis.. but i seriously cant stand it le.. KNNBCBB! arghh... fuck HRM la.. shitty subject! i learn important stuffs when the questions are like purely definitions.. if i fail.. i gonna bang wall.. arghh.. i cant afford to fail too.. if not my mom will force mi back to payalebar which i dont wan dont wan dont wan... arghh... i m so sad.. so pain cos my gastric.. n so lethargic now.. all i wan now is the close my eyes n sleep...
#(*$(#*$)(@ shit la.. tis is seriously nt my year man. things are terribly nt going right.. i have never ever been so sad so sad so sad.. arggh..i wan to look for the previous the yaya papaya rena.. wat happen to mi? y m i sooo freaking stupid nw! probably bqt realli changed my life.. i gona stop working le.. seriously put a stop to it.. there are more things in life for mi to go for..like my dad always tell mi. i dont need to work...they are rich enough to buy wat i like....nO more tinking to pity captains in bqt cos they cant find manpower?.. nO more work! but is tt life? i m gonna be 18 soon n i dont like to rely too much on parents like wat ppl always call mi 'seniorita'? (qianjing) i freaking hate tt word..to be truthful.. u call mi tt infront of mi ..although i might appear to be the usual smiley smiley rena.. inside mi.. i will be cursing n swearing u..arggh i wana be independent.. but i guess i have a limit for it.. cos i m jus so stupid n retarded..

2006-08-24T02:12:00.000+08:00

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK! still got 2 more chappys to go.. n its now like 2am.. it will be damn stupid to fail HRM. serious .. cos its a common sense.. haha.. studied till 12am jus nw. n out of the blues.. duNo wat happen..i tried resting my head on the table... n din wake up till eugene called? haha . phew sia.. lucky tt ringtone woke mi up...shit..if nObody calls.. i tink i gonna jus sleep through the nite..
haiz. its been a terrible week.. i should have started earlier.. n should have stop tinking tt i m smart n fit enough continue studying without sleeping..i REGRET! but its too late.. wassup with last min work ! sharts..
anyway i got myself a job at tiong aik.. cos y? i m mdm toh's daughter.. so i got the privilage to get immediate job... shit.. it was too late when my mom told mi tt cos i wan to work..so they gonna ask a girl to leave to make a space vacant.. i fEEl like damn shit bad.. like i'm the bloody shit devil.. ROAR! ppl work for a living.. but i dont have to work jus trying to find more cash ...how sensible m i to ask for the job? but its too late.. i cant make my mom lose face too? but its gonna be a whole loads of cash sia..$1500 for an 'o' lvl grad..tt's too much.. haha. y again? cos i m mdm toh's daughter.. shit.. i m always making use of her name..feel bad..
ok.. tmr i will be making plans on my next week playing schedule.. haha. looking foward for my piano.. mixer..speakers.. desktop to come in.. hurray!
n jus to let my dear sisters and cousins and aunties kNoe.. i kNoe u lookin foward to see mi attached.. but seriously seriously.. i m NOT ATTATCHED.. so pls stop asking mi if i m.. u all kNoe mi well enough.. i m always tt stubborny stubborn gal who dont like to show feelings so easily de...n of course i dont submit myself to guys so easily too..yeah.. cos i m always yingying! yea man.. u kNoe.. yingying yingying.. ahaa.. yeah... 2 more days to go.. JIAYOU NANA!

2006-08-23T11:22:00.000+08:00

my ahma's oisshi noody..
Cute but Noisy Leon! haha...
nice~ haha.. ice blended mocha and latte

hELLO! haha..yawnz.. jus woke up.. rather early.. 11.17am.. i slept kinda early last nite...cos i was realli realli realli tired... i have never felt tt lethargic before... haha.. yea.. aft exams.. i went to my dreamland to visit my little prince in my strawberry world.. wahah..slept till 7pm?? woke up.. stare into the sky till 8pm...thn went to bath..met eugene at 8.30 or so to pass him his sis's calculator...idoit him... nearly scared mi to death cos he was hiding beside the lift..EH MY HEART small small la..! haha.. went to coffee bean to chill chill.. but started to 'steam steam' again.. haha..dUNo y also.. probably their sweet coffee dont work on mi .. i need pure black non-sugary coffee! okay la.. lucky eugene still can make mi alive...arbo i tink i will realli doze of there.. wah.. was the onli time i manage to relax during the week.. cos the papers are stuck into all the weekdays except wednesday...thanx eugene lo.. bhlex! okay.. mus start studying le... human resource management! NANA NANA JIA YOU!

2006-08-22T12:38:00.000+08:00

6 plus am? mi n xx shagged face.. haha.. jus look at our eyes.. zombie out!
came back from sch.. suddenly fell in love with my bed n piyo-piyo...tt's the shot by bryan
oo my goodness... i realli needa sleep le.. my eyes are pop-ing out..! haha..

ahh haa.. jus came home from school.. yea... dingding! another paper finished ... Blaw.. nv sleep since last night... cos the blaw is terribly hard to study.. nvm.. i finished!
hehe.. xx came to my hse at early early in the morning like 4am? damn early la.. cos she say she 'buay tahan' so come over to study with mi...hmm.. like so suddenly.. her face turned white.. and for a while it turned red... scary sia.. we went for mac mac breakkky at 7am.. she bought n din eat.. something was damn wrong le.. so she decided to take MC? after pia-ing for the whole night? wasted.. but lucky she nv go... like bryan said.. the paper is "gan pua"difficult.. well.. i tink if we study.. it should be okay.. idoit rena.. studied the difficult and complicated part when the questions are all the easy stuffs... n i duNo how to do.. stupid mi! as usual.. bryan came out of the exam hall.. saying.. 'knnbcbb*#@$(*($*#@($*$)@" haha.. i beri de good de.. jus say.. 'FUCK!" hehe dragged myself home in a cab.. these days must take cabby home cos i m too weak to move about too much.. haha.. bryan took the cabby with mi.. cos he meeting his TBP n came to my hse to sit sit for a while lo.. haha.. played with his zi-lian fone for a while thn he zao le.. hehe...suddenly got gastric again.. so faster run to eat.. haiz.. these days everything is jus going real wrong.. okay.. now its 12.46pm.. must go orh orh le.. charge battery! NANA JIAYOU!

2006-08-21T18:27:00.000+08:00

aww man. the dark rings are gettting from bad to worst..the aftermath of 48hrs no sleep?
look at xx n xq shaggy face..aww...i will remember xx's 'knnbcbb'...haha bu hao ting xx!
bryan is nut~ till? using his calculator as his hp...wat the..

SO RELUCTANT to jump off my comfy comfy bed..aww manz! needa pia my blaw again..! 5 chapters onli.. so should not be a big problem.. haha.. well... the feeling of having not enough sleep really sucks.. but nvm.. 'pia' one more day thn can rest for another... aw freaking hungy now.. nv take my breakfast and lunch cos too tired to eat.. haha..now taking dinner cum blogging.. save time too!yeah~
today reach school rather early.. oo.. saw my clique again.. hey! bryan looks so much better after finding a gf..his hair went a little better.. haha.. but still as crappy la..
today FMGT paper was like.. duNO to say difficult or wat.. but WTF...1 formulae question 8marks? FUCK! if i get tt ans wrong.. i sure slap tt teacher.. haha..today everyone so vulgar.. we were discussing the paper.. when xx said 'knnbcbb!'... wah..jus love her! hehe.. too shag to take a bus home today.. so i went took a cab home instead cos my battery realli flat.. needa charge up..
Nana nana jia you! KAMPATEH NEHZ! yeah~

2006-08-21T06:08:00.000+08:00

Teriyakie chicken rice bowl...ooiishi nehz... Yi Ta-ta KI-MAS!
oo. the freaking expensive ice cream... $4.90? wat the? eugene is teaching mi how to? aha u knOe..? pervertic la.bu hao kan lo..
oo the bridge tt i nv eva crossed..
i love tis eugene's hse picturesque scenery.. brightens up my day...so beautiful..

ooo.. i havent slept for like 36 hrs? arghh.. damn bad mood now.. haha.. cos i was busy studying FMGT...met up with eugene today for lunch.. hehe.. cos my ahma duNo lost-ed to where again le.. nO food at home sianz...haha... so went to great world city to mum mum the oiishi yoshinoya.. okay not bad.. but nt as good as MS de... yea.. thn had the expensive ice cream.. BEn n Jerry's.. thn tada off for a movie.. 'the break up' by jennifer aniston. haha.. stupid lame show. so boring.. i slept in there like 1/4 of the show.. but eugene still say nt bad. nahz..
thn walked back to tiong bahru.. cos i duN wana take bus.. haha first time walking back.. yea. thn went to tiong bahru to buy dinner.. wanted to go KOPITIAM to eat de.. but it was freaking hot in there.. so i requested to go back my hse to eat.. hha.. so much better. got fan.. haha.. aft eating.. tot of mugging at home. but i kNoe i will play instead.. too much distraction like my guitar.. lappy.. so decided to go eugene's hse hhaa.. he fierce la.. force mi to study.. n i nt familiar with the place so have to guai guai sit there n study.. .so stupid..yeah.. finished all chapters of FMGT so happy.. thn crap for a while ..so funny when eugene showed mi his pics..so damn gugu lo.. :X. went home arnd 1.30am ..my ahma waited for mi.. sobz.. so touched.. haha..
yea.. continued revision till now.. 6.13am .. haha.. later at 7am.. i needa makeup thn go off to school le..TADA.. nana KAMPATEH NEHZ!

2006-08-20T02:52:00.000+08:00

WTF!.. i wana BANG WALL LE.... i certainly got nO KICK TO STUDY ANYMORE! wah... arghh.. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK! wah.. for rena to say tis.. its miracle..haah.. dingding! nuts~ okay keep my cool n funkiness..
hurrr i miss rock rock..realli miss so much..i tink he find it weird like how come i nv visit him?.. tis kinda mommy also got.. i m realli depress now la..
when i m always alone..i will ask myself.. wat is my aim in life? why m i working so hard for?which direction should i head for? i admire ppl who have goals in their life..cos' they knOw wat they are looking for.. haiz.. okok stop! the more i tink.. the more i tink tt now.. i should head for the waLL!
funny.. my mommy came over to my hse.. i showed her nic's gf (my fren since 4?) she was smiling.. looking at mi n so she asked..' ppl got gf.. where is ur bf?' i was nt stunned by her question..but i was shock like y the __ she asked tis.. hey mommy.. ppl attached doesnt mean tt i should follow the 'trend' ya.. love comes naturally.. it doesnt mean tt ppl is attatched so i must try to love someone n be attached too..tt is too articficial le.. haha. i tink my mommy lost touch of her love life le... well numb with it? i tink i realli played too much last nite..feel so lethargic now.. but i seriously miss my baby boi now.. i wan to see him..one day i pray hard tt he can move over with mi.. i miss the days patting him to sleep.. playing with him.. n making him do the 'bangbang' stunt....

2006-08-19T21:09:00.000+08:00

haha.. my lamp's cap.. so kawaaiii..!
at tis time.. anyone 'gek' mi .. tt person gonna get it...
Yawnz.. yawnz.. n yawnz...

Yawnzz. so tired.. slept like 6am in the morning.. woke up by my ahma at 9am... thn went back to sleep again til 3pm.. tis time my mom n dad came visiting mi... they say they havent eat their sharkfin yesterday cos they are waiting for mi to be free... sianz.. dont feel like going.. nt tt i dont like sharkfin.. jus tired... so nO kick.. haha..how pale i was today..my mom tot i m sick.. still make mi walk from goodwood park to CK tang.. i totally NUA.. haha..but i guess nw at home i m charging 'my' battery...gona be hyper later in the night..haha.. tis time my ahma gonna suffer! jiayou rena! Kampateh nehz..!

2006-08-19T04:33:00.000+08:00

Why did my wala wala become BK? AHHH! QUEEN OF THE DAMN!
Hey tt blue shirt guy at the back looks eeeriieee... nah.. u dont suit a crown!
OO.. my game of life.. i've got a car.. a house.. a husband n a twins.. Happy Family!
Me shy with my bling bling..
this isnt hw a guy should act? act cute?
tis is real gay...who wana rape u sia?
tis is wat a gal should be doing.. not u..!
ya.. zi lian.. sorry..
he is having wet dreams?
convince mi tt he is 22... *pengz..*

yeah.. came home at 4am... damn early la.. hhaa.. met eugene at 8.45pm.. RELIEF SIA! at last out of the house...wanting to go WALA WALA at holland V de.. so happy.. cos i can go see my ex teacher singing there.. haiz.. all cos of eugene's boi face.. make ppl tink tt i m underage.. arghh.. which i m .. haiz.. so kena rejected entry.. MR SIVA I MISS U..so interestingly.. we went to BK to eat.. haha. got a cute king's crown from the BK cashier.. tt cashier cool ya.. kNoe wat i want when i look at him. haha we went to Settlers to chill n play board games? game of life n scrabble.. which i nearly pull out my hair... met a new fren there? she look like ang moh! haha..
thn we left at 12 plus back to tiong bahru.. cos i was having on- off gastric? duno cos of wat shit..thn sun pian go home change shoes.. leg pain sia..idoit eugene make mi walk..
okay.. thn zao to 24 hrs mac to mum mum..so we crapped till 4am? tt's late sia.. jus cant stop teasing him especially when he 'steam steam' haha.. his seh-ness make mi want to disturb him even more.. wah.. i bombarded my fone with so many pics.. fun part of teasing him.. haha... say cheese..! i tink he traumatised .. nv see someone so 'high' at 4am yeh? okay.. these are the pictures tt will definitely spoil his reputation over night.. tell mi u r an old man?

2006-08-18T14:09:00.000+08:00

my motivation!.. 'STUDY' with the lollipops.. yeah!
how more empty tis can be..

i m seriously getting down to the books.. seriously.. realli.. trust mi? okay.. i'll stop lying.. haha..hey ya.. i motivate myself by writing the word STUDY infront.. haha.. but guess it din help much though.. lalalala.. everytime i start studying.. i will ask myself? when can i get out of the house? i suddenly miss payalebar again.. nt cos of the hse.. its my dear dear rockrock there..! but if i go home means? i gotta stay there till sunday which i caNot afford to do.. tada so my mom told mi to stay at tiong bahru.. which is also good.. haha.. i hate moving up n down.. jus hope i get to see rock rock tmr..aww...BABY BOI! MOMMY MISS U!haha.

yea.. jus wokeup.. now its erm 2pm.. nt too late.. nt too early.. i jump out of my bed tinking there will be something to eat for lunch cos usually she will buy or cook... hmm.. dissapointed sia.. i saw the table empty..n i went to the room..i saw her GAMBLING !! arghh..wats so fun abt it huh.. everyday? wont she get tired? thn i ask her.. ahma.. y no food today? she say eat bread can? arbo milo with biscuit? n the last thing she said tt scared-ed mi.. she ask mi to cook noodles? i stupidly said..' sorry..rice i duNo hw to cook.. let alone noodles' haha.. she replied.. ' i tot u can bake?' 'yea.. i can bake doesnt mean i kNoe how to cook' ahha... toking abt baking.. aww.. my tiramisu.. i will bake it again aft exams haha..

'Mommy' is feeling so much better today.. but its rather confusing yeh? daryl left her hanging there duNo wat he wants n poor mommy.. i scared she go clubbing tonight cos i dont wan her to drink too much n get drunk n smoking too... MOMMY..cannot ah... drinking bad for health..smoking causes cancer! look at mi! i dont drink!.. yeah. fine! i'm lying ahha.. ding ding..i dont smoke! hey tt's a truth..

i m jus hungry.... sobz...ahh.. lollipops.. haah.. saviour..!

mad...

2006-08-17T13:53:00.000+08:00

tis is the pic tt my younger sis sent mi... oo y m i always seeing myself?
tis is mathilda in her damn wrong outfit..

DING DING... today thursday.. wow fast... okay.. as usual..lonely again.... yea..woke up at 10am.. wanting to get my butt up to study but duNo y .. my eyes told mi to sleep for a little while more n so i listened n woke up at 2pm instead haha... my blueblack getting better le.. y issit so big? wat did i hit on? my maid once told mi ..the blueblack is the part where a ghost touched u .. eww..7mth sia.. scary..

daddy called n ask mi for a golf game? so tempting but its a 5 hrs game sia.. waste a lot of time...if its 2 hrs or so.. maybe i will go..so i sadly rejected him although i need the golf course so much..i kNoe.. cAnot ask for too much.. yesterday treated myself a movie so i shouldnt ask too much... yea..!

hey .. yesterday was the first time i watch Singapore Idol 2.. seriously there are onli 2 participants who can sing.. first is Dany..second is its mathilda! yepx.. nO comments for Dany.. cos he is good.. a little more power needed though.. erm.. as for tt mathilda.. FIRST she should nt wear a tight outfit.. so uncomfortable haha.. all her fats are sticking out of her outfit? she got a powerful voice but she din use it well yesterday... instead of hitting the roof.. she just hit the ceiling.. sad sobz.. oo yes.. tt 2nd cute participant.. HE CANT SING~ but lets be realistic..for most gals.. good looking guys still stay upfront? but it defeats the purpose of having SIngapore Idol yeah? watched the 1st Singapore Idol.. n ppl.. pls convince mi tt Sylvester can sing..tt's the reason y i nv catch up with this SIngapore Idol.. yeah..so wats music?

'mommy' ask mi out tonite too..she say go east coast to scream..sob sobs she broke up with daryl.. i knoe she is so sad now.. despite how much she loved him but tt guy tinks tt she dont love him? F***ING BASTARD! feel like slapping him..glad tt i dont have his hp no... i suddenly feel so sad n dissapointed.. y some guys tink tt such things are fun to play with..seriously... of all things tt u can play.. pls dont play with feelings.. i feel like going out ..cos i also wana scream out loud! tt's y i always say.. good guys are hard to find..u wan him to protect u.. love u..accompany u..go through thick n thin with u ? are gals asking too much or are guys useless? haiz..bad things always link to the other.. i hope i can throw all my problems away.. yeah..i wish sia. so far.. hw i go home? nahz.. drop the idea.. arbo shout at home? haiz..wait till ppl throw eggs down... ahh LOLLIPOP! eat lollipop can make my day better.. BIG ?SMALL ?BIG? SMALL?

THE RECORD WAS BROKEN!

2006-08-17T01:27:00.000+08:00

Haha my dream house....
Wow.. eugene is smoking the world biggest cigarette? nah.. its my ARTISTIC shot!
my belated bd cake 2 big candle n 1 small chao-ta fries candle.. mixed with bbq sauce n ASH
Left 1? cos i threw one..n we ate the other 2 .. haha..
THE RECORD WAS BROKEN... i have manage to stay at home for like 2 and a 5/6 of the day.. haha..yeah.. my boredem was killed aft one call from eugene.. haha.. we went to catch a movie at tiong bahru.. dingding..ooo the teriyaki boyz song.... oo...
yeah.. the show ended at 11pm.. so we went down to the mac which i duNo tt it became 24 hrs.. idoit. yesterday still order macmac.. n paid the uneeded delivery fees.. so stupid.. haha.. we sat n crap lo.. kinda bored so i played with the fries.. yeah.. n i gave eugene a syrup n fries birthday cake..aw.. its disgusting.. nObody will ever eat it...jus see the pics.. but i ate okay... cos its a negotiation tt i eat one, he'll eat the other. haha..
So contradicting..24 hrs mac mac.. but they chase us away cos they are closing? huh... so its jus for a name? haha...yea... i got home safe n sound.. cos eugene pei mi walk.. haha y ? cos i refuse to return his hp n cigarettes.. so bad.. but nah.. i returned .. arbo he sit outside my hse n kena rob or something.. i cant afford to pay his parents sia..haha.. ding ding.. study time!

wednesday

2006-08-16T14:02:00.000+08:00

^Hey hey..i dont mind living in tt hse.. OOIISHII NEHZ.. i feel sweet everyday!
^ MY COURSE! awww.. i luv ya..
^Baby...mommy miss u too..
arghh.. disgusting rice.. ew..
OOhiyoz..woke up at 2.00pm.. so early .. intend to sleep through the noon de.. slept real late last nite... like 6am... duNo y ..addicted to the net? As usual.. blogging n at the same time having my char siew meal.. sian....the sight of black red rice spoils my appetite.. took 3 small bites n off it goes!haha..
Today its my third day at home.. haha.. trying to break the record sia.. nv in my life i ever hibernate myself at hm for so long.. yeah..
Of course! today is Wednesday.. it means LONELY day.. my dear ahma went to gambling again.. leaving her poor gal at home tinking so much about eating out.. haha..nvm..'ren'. i suddenly miss my home.. miss rockie.. miss golf.. miss piano..miss my clique.. miss my playground swing.. wat else? haiyah..miss everything lo..somebody? bring mi home?
my handphone once again quiet down.. is tt something good? Guess so.. but i find it realli quiet.. rather uneasy though...haha..
Yesterday tok to 'mommy' over the fone.. realised her problems.. haiz.. its always LOVE tt kills..i shan't go into details... but i'll pray hard tt everything will go well for her... i hope tt she can find a guy tt love her..stays beside her n protect her ALWAYS... as simple as this.. actually gals stuffs are always tt simple.. i see nO reason y guys make it complicated! haha MOMMY KAMPATEH NEHZ! luv ya!..
okay... yepz.. i m currently ignorning his msgs.. not tt i m being cruel.. i feel realli sorry but i hope time passes quickly so as for tt guy to forget everything.. like wat my mom says..time heals everything...tick tock tick tock..
I LOVE THIS SONG!

SHE FUCKING HATES ME- PUDDLE OF MUD
Met a girl, thought she was grandfell in love, found out first handwent well for a week or twothen it all came ungluedin a trapped trip I can't gripnever thought I'd be the one who'd slipthen I started to realizeI was living one big lie She fucking hates me trust she fucking hates mela la la laI tried too hardand she tore my feelings like I had noneand ripped them awayShe was queen for about an hourafter that shit got sourshe took all I ever hadno sign of guiltno feeling of bad, noIn a trapped trip I can't grip never thought i'd be the one who'd slipthen I started to realizeI was living one big lie[Chorus]that's my story, as you seelearned my lesson and so did shenow it's over and i'm glad 'cause i'm a fool for all i've said[Chorus]la la la la la la la la la laTrustla la la la la la la la la laTrustand she tore my feelings like I had none she fucking hates me

tuesday..

2006-08-15T18:02:00.000+08:00

RENA LOOK ALIKE COMPETITION! tis one or..or look more like the second right?

Ooo the guy on the most right...my prince..! aww..
Tell mi which should i choose?
'say u love mi' ...haha
Another day passing.. woke up at 2pm.. finished the whole series of Korean drama(princess hours) at 5pm... trying my best to start off the first chapter of FMGT.. realli trying my best.. haha..
today nt as lonely as yesterday cos my ahma is at home.. i need ppl to make the house noisy i guess if nt i will tink alot.. Nahz.. still as boring! cos nO one want to go out!! ahhh.. i wana pull my hair off le.. yepz... boring till? choosing which lollipop should i eat.. they all look the same.. but its still hard to choose those beloved poppops..big small big small?
was intending to study but.. but the sight of my guitar makes my hand itch.. so i took the guitar n played for 1hr.. till my hands got no feelings.. numbz...! i promise to be a guai guai gal.. so I MUST STUDY NOW.. ooo but i so much want to get out of the house..
anyway.. i m wondering who could the annoying annoymous be... i tink i kNoe who...BUT..i'll jus shut up for the moment..
hey. ppl say i look like the girl in the second pic ( second right).. nah.. wat i tink is erm.. i look like the gal in the first pic..

2006-08-14T20:00:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. monday is so lonely.. i kept myself at home for some reflection..heard from friends and buddies tt i have hurt 2 guys.. i realli feel so bad n regretful. I was stupid enough to put myself into these situations.. or maybe shouldnt even touch on relationships. I was traumatized once so probably tt's the reason y i m afraid of having any relationship. Can say tt i m a scardy cat? cos i dont wan to get hurt.. i m realli afraid.. people may see tt i m crapppy n happy rena with no worries.. but deep down inside.. i have problems tt i dont wan to face...or maybe too afraid to face so i avoid it once any problem arises. i realli did try my best to love someone.. but i jus reached my limit n cannot carry on.. n in the end i hurt them.. haiz.. SORRY SORRY SORRY! i m a toopid fool...jus hope tt i will be brought out of the situations i m at now..i jus pray...

Reflection
by Christina Aguilera
Look at me You may think you see Who I really am But you'll never know me Every day It's as if I play a part Now I see If I wear a mask I can fool the world But I cannot fool my heart Who is that girl I see Staring straight back at me? When will my reflection show Who I am inside? I am now In a world where I Have to hide my heart And what I believe in But somehow I will show the world What's inside my heart And be loved for who I am Who is that girl I see Staring straight back at me? Why is my reflection Someone I don't know? Must I pretend that I'm Someone else for all time? When will my reflection show Who I am inside? There's a heart that must be Free to fly That burns with a need to know The reason why Why must we all conceal What we think, how we feel? Must there be a secret me I'm forced to hide? I won't pretend that I'm Someone else for all time When will my reflection show Who I am inside? When will my reflection show Who I am inside?

sunday sunday

2006-08-14T01:23:00.000+08:00

Tis cute little pooh choco from edwin.. so cute.. dont bear to eat
mi seh-ing on the cab.. how i wish i m sleeping.
oo tis cute little lizards outside cine..
aw.. so sweet.. paiseh sia..

Jus came back from work.. pengz. yepz.. today went back to tiong bahru from payalebar cos i've got an appointment at 12.30 with eugene.. haha.. yepz.. i m late.. haha.. cos i was busy watching vcd.. haha... wasnt tt late afterall.. was 3 mins late.. ok.. thn went to catch a movie first at 1 plus.. My Super Ex-girlfriend.. haha.. was so hilarious... cant stand.. i was smiling n laughing all the way... thn went to subway to eat expensive bread.. wat the..eugene n his bread la.. haha thn went for a walk for digestion.. apparently it fully digested at 10pm..

okay. met xian xian at 4.40pm at orchard to go work together... tot of taking mrt.. but in the end took a cab.. cos y? Rena lazy.. haha.. went to work rather early.. so crap there a little..yea..started work.. n i partner with Kae again.. so happy.. i jus love partnering with him.. cos when we work together.. we will nv fail to be fast n efficient.. okay...
Finished work at 12 plus.. cos nObody wana go OT.. so serene force us to stay.. haiz..took a cab home.. n damn tired.. lucky i got cookies in my bag arbo i reali feeling like dying le.. haha

haiz.. jus hope tt he kNoes wat i want.. i told him 5 times le tt i dont like him..there is nth more for mi to say. i knoe.. he is being sweet to me.. but shall we nt force love.. i m trying my very best to minimize the hurt..sorry sorry sorry....

2006-08-13T11:26:00.000+08:00

Paulaner beer! n my punch!
my sis n aunty pheng

DING DING! haha.. morning blogging.. yea.. hmm..yesterday slept till 3pm aft my piano in the morning.. than went to work.. haiz.. unlucky like siao.. although no need to wear cheongsam.. hmm but its indian wedding! wah.. pengz.. haha... thn while doing clearing.. i wanted to go to the back to drink water so sun pian carry the oval tray with wine glasses out... all tall and packed so i place the whole tray on my shoulder thn go to back lane.. so the story begins. i kick open the door.. qiulian who is left handed carrying lotsa plate on an oval tray too.. was walking at a speed of duNo wat... so when i turn...it was too late for him to stop.. so his oval tray crash onto my oval tray.. thn GG.. PIANG!
the wine glass became half a glass.. haha.. all glass shattered n ma poor leg was there... all the tiny bits poke into my leg.. lucky i got stocking ..arbo sure bleed like siao..hMm.. nvm la.. onli scare mi to death at tt point of time.. haha.. phew... thn went 'pubbing' with my aunties n sis.. 'pub'? haha.. kena chased out cos mi n my sis was below 25.. WTF.. where got pub age limit 25 de.. argh. so went to another outdoor pub lo.. thn seh le.. so zao home to orh orh...

2006-08-11T23:53:00.000+08:00

mY see saw.. aww.. i love it!

eugene sitting on the ants' nest!
mY roomz.. my small tiny studio
Soo nO life today! practically slept the whole full day.. cos y? BAD HEADACHE.. aftermath of my fever on wednesday i guess... woke up looking like a headless zombie..felt like my head goonna drop off. haha.. so nth much to blog today.. jus wana show the shot of my NEW bed.. oo. i love to sleep on it.. haha...OKAY. today is friday n its weekly routine tt i have to return back to paya lebar to sleep.... so spend my nite trying on my music again.. i nearly bang the wall cos there is a technical error with my piano.. which i got my wires in n out of it till it start working.. like my teacher said.." of all things..pray hard tt ur connection with the instruments will nt go wrong... if not u will go nuts~" phew lucky its a small error.. thn played the piano till my hands went numb.. oo yes.. those instruments will be shifted to my tiong bahru hse in nO time! haha.. SO HAPPY!
Addition : jus came back from supper with old man eugene lee.. haah.. the taxi driver scam him.. i guess. but he is good enough to offer a discount of 4 bucks.. hehe.. had our supper at thomson.. nahz.. all pratas taste the same..aft tt we went to the playground.. one tt i always go when i was a young pri sch gal.. haiz.. memories...thn zao home at arnd 3am.. its late! TADA..