Thursday, February 01, 2007
- 10:08 PM
Where is Rockie? Why did he leave me?
I am alone... and i am there feelin that he is around mi..
Why am i always deceiving myself? I am so stupid.. Why cant i just let him go? Why his innocent eyes keep projecting in my mind..
I hate myself for letting him go.. i should allow him to go through the chemotherapy.. and now he might still be around me..
The feeling is not wat words can decribe.. many people might not understand.. and say 'its jus a dog'.. I guess even my bf dont understand...but its a needle in my heart.. it must be there.. if not i might bleed to death frm the open wound..
The story jus goes.. a mom has lost her kid.. and tt's the feeling..understand? haizzzz...
My heart is dead.. everything else is an image.. whats love? *Rest in peace*
about myself
Name: ReNa Lim
Age: 18
Birthday: 31st Aug 88
School: Ngee Ann Poly (Business Studies)
Love: Golf, Composing, Piano, Guitar
Wishes: More Lollipops
Guitars
Strawberries everyday
Car license
Play well in golf
iPod Nano
Car
Make more frens
Someone who can protect mi!