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Life is full of lots of up and downs,
And the distance feels further when you're headed for the ground,
And there is nothing more painful than to let you're feelings take
you down,
It's so hard to know the way you feel inside,
When there's many thoughts and feelings that you hide,
But you might feel better if you let me walk with you
by your side,
And when you need a shoulder to cry on,
When you need a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
You won't be alone, cause I'll be there,
I'll be your shoulder to cry on,
I'll be there,
I'll be a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
you won't be alone, cause I'll be there.
Hihi..Welcome to nana's Blog! Three Cheers for NANA!
Sunday, January 07, 2007
- 11:43 PM
Went to the vet again..
It is always so heart breaking when i get the news from the vet surgeons..
His blood count dropped from 22% to 16% and thn to 7% n he is going to leave this world..
So young n have not yet seen the full world yet... I still got so many places to bring him to ..
Enjoy the breeze at the beach side.. bring him for a swim.. bring him to Sentosa...
Lots and lots of things not done and he is going to leave this world..
I suddenly felt.. y is God so unfair.. y is he bring a harmless and obedient boy away from me..
Did I do anything wrong? I guess its all my fault... blame on me for not cherishing all the moments i had.. blame on me for being such a useless mom.. blame on me for being so playful n leaving him aside...i am the sinner.. i hate myself..
But its too late to regret.. all i have is only a few days.. and that few days is not enough..
I am so tired of life.. can i just leave together with him? I know he needs me to wear clothes for him every night.. feed him with biscuits..brush his teeth.. bathe him..celebrate his birthday for him..sleep beside me every night.....I wish...
I have lost myself in believing in God... Forgive me Lord..
about myself
Name: ReNa Lim
Age: 18
Birthday: 31st Aug 88
School: Ngee Ann Poly (Business Studies)
Love: Golf, Composing, Piano, Guitar
Wishes: More Lollipops
Guitars
Strawberries everyday
Car license
Play well in golf
iPod Nano
Car
Make more frens
Someone who can protect mi!