Re*~'PaNgYa'~*Na

Life is full of lots of up and downs, And the distance feels further when you're headed for the ground, And there is nothing more painful than to let you're feelings take you down, It's so hard to know the way you feel inside, When there's many thoughts and feelings that you hide, But you might feel better if you let me walk with you by your side, And when you need a shoulder to cry on, When you need a friend to rely on, When the whole world is gone, You won't be alone, cause I'll be there, I'll be your shoulder to cry on, I'll be there, I'll be a friend to rely on, When the whole world is gone, you won't be alone, cause I'll be there.

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Thursday, August 24, 2006

- 10:53 AM

i dont feel like saying or hearing tis.. but i seriously cant stand it le.. KNNBCBB! arghh... fuck HRM la.. shitty subject! i learn important stuffs when the questions are like purely definitions.. if i fail.. i gonna bang wall.. arghh.. i cant afford to fail too.. if not my mom will force mi back to payalebar which i dont wan dont wan dont wan... arghh... i m so sad.. so pain cos my gastric.. n so lethargic now.. all i wan now is the close my eyes n sleep...
#(*$(#*$)(@ shit la.. tis is seriously nt my year man. things are terribly nt going right.. i have never ever been so sad so sad so sad.. arggh..i wan to look for the previous the yaya papaya rena.. wat happen to mi? y m i sooo freaking stupid nw! probably bqt realli changed my life.. i gona stop working le.. seriously put a stop to it.. there are more things in life for mi to go for..like my dad always tell mi. i dont need to work...they are rich enough to buy wat i like....nO more tinking to pity captains in bqt cos they cant find manpower?.. nO more work! but is tt life? i m gonna be 18 soon n i dont like to rely too much on parents like wat ppl always call mi 'seniorita'? (qianjing) i freaking hate tt word..to be truthful.. u call mi tt infront of mi ..although i might appear to be the usual smiley smiley rena.. inside mi.. i will be cursing n swearing u..arggh i wana be independent.. but i guess i have a limit for it.. cos i m jus so stupid n retarded..