Re*~'PaNgYa'~*Na

Life is full of lots of up and downs, And the distance feels further when you're headed for the ground, And there is nothing more painful than to let you're feelings take you down, It's so hard to know the way you feel inside, When there's many thoughts and feelings that you hide, But you might feel better if you let me walk with you by your side, And when you need a shoulder to cry on, When you need a friend to rely on, When the whole world is gone, You won't be alone, cause I'll be there, I'll be your shoulder to cry on, I'll be there, I'll be a friend to rely on, When the whole world is gone, you won't be alone, cause I'll be there.

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Monday, August 14, 2006

- 8:00 PM

Haiz.. monday is so lonely.. i kept myself at home for some reflection..heard from friends and buddies tt i have hurt 2 guys.. i realli feel so bad n regretful. I was stupid enough to put myself into these situations.. or maybe shouldnt even touch on relationships. I was traumatized once so probably tt's the reason y i m afraid of having any relationship. Can say tt i m a scardy cat? cos i dont wan to get hurt.. i m realli afraid.. people may see tt i m crapppy n happy rena with no worries.. but deep down inside.. i have problems tt i dont wan to face...or maybe too afraid to face so i avoid it once any problem arises. i realli did try my best to love someone.. but i jus reached my limit n cannot carry on.. n in the end i hurt them.. haiz.. SORRY SORRY SORRY! i m a toopid fool...jus hope tt i will be brought out of the situations i m at now..i jus pray...

Reflection
by Christina Aguilera
Look at me You may think you see Who I really am But you'll never know me Every day It's as if I play a part Now I see If I wear a mask I can fool the world But I cannot fool my heart Who is that girl I see Staring straight back at me? When will my reflection show Who I am inside? I am now In a world where I Have to hide my heart And what I believe in But somehow I will show the world What's inside my heart And be loved for who I am Who is that girl I see Staring straight back at me? Why is my reflection Someone I don't know? Must I pretend that I'm Someone else for all time? When will my reflection show Who I am inside? There's a heart that must be Free to fly That burns with a need to know The reason why Why must we all conceal What we think, how we feel? Must there be a secret me I'm forced to hide? I won't pretend that I'm Someone else for all time When will my reflection show Who I am inside? When will my reflection show Who I am inside?