Life is full of lots of up and downs,
And the distance feels further when you're headed for the ground,
And there is nothing more painful than to let you're feelings take
you down,
It's so hard to know the way you feel inside,
When there's many thoughts and feelings that you hide,
But you might feel better if you let me walk with you
by your side,
And when you need a shoulder to cry on,
When you need a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
You won't be alone, cause I'll be there,
I'll be your shoulder to cry on,
I'll be there,
I'll be a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
you won't be alone, cause I'll be there.
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Wednesday, May 17, 2006
- 1:42 AM
Yesterday Weixian told me tt her dog was terribly sick... so she nids to rush home.. and within an hr.. she msged mi back saeing that her dog passed away.. i was so sad although i appear not.. the torture for her dog and weixian was kinda too much... her dog is suffering.. gasping for air every single min.. to jojo i guess every breath counts and its so important to her... as for weixian the way she see her beloved jojo suffering is torturous enough... heard from wx tt jojo didnt want to leave.. there are too many things she hasnt seen nor done or haven love enough...she nids more time.. but jojo's fate was there.. it reminds mi of my grandfather. he suffered totally like jojo.. heart diseases thn gasping for every single breath...and i know tt he did not want to leave this world too.. he kept his eyes open although he is so tired.. but i guess he is afraid that once he closes it he will not have any strength to open it back...its good that he has kinda long life.. his children grew up.. have their family.. isnt this wat every parents wans to see.. all of them so filial.. love him so much...tt is hard to get... but he cherish all the moments...
Recently the issue of grandfather estates was brought up...all children did not doubt anything... without hesitation they signed the form for an acknowledgement for the transfer to my ah ma's acc. except one. i felt so fucked up although i m not involved. Yes she might be calculative.. every single cents count.. ok i dun mind this.. bt for goodness sake.. she did not trust even her family.. her family told her tt tis is onli the money in the bank to be tranferred not the house.. in other words.. she is so protective over the hse..cos she is the co owner.. however this owner did not pay a single cent frm her pocket to tis hse other thn the cpf.. for ur info.. if u dun take out, u can nv take tt out forever.n u tell mi tis is an investment. COCK.. 20000 bucks frm cpf for a 300 000 hse.. u call tt investment.. even little gal like my sis knoes hw to do tis..BUT now we are toking abt money in the bank first..so i hope she can sign it as soon as possible. cos i see my auntie have a hard time doing it.. its tedious work!
Toking about money.. can u eva bring it into the coffin with u ..? n nw its not million . y are u so afraid? even if u wan to tok abt splitting the hse.. u r not in a position to tok...becos my dad n uncle has done more thn u do..reflect on urself.. a kid like mi knoes hw to tink using my 18 yrs brain... u such an old woman dunO hw to use ur brain to tink reasonably...? y mus u make till... everyone hates u...we dun tok abt money... we tok abt fairness.. every single person has done more thn u for the sake of ahgong..n u .. at first dun even bother to send a single cent.. still sae not to tell ahgong tt hw much u earn becos he will take frm u ... i m so sad for u tt tis is hw u look at ahgong.. u use ur position in the family to tok to us ..saeing tt ur sis is disrespectful.. for God sake.. sumthims ppl are hidden in their shell for too long so they nid a knock to wake them up..u cant be so self centred.. hello! we are living in a world nt ours... is everyone's.. u mus look at the perspective of the majority if u wan to tok abt money and hse of ahgong's.. serioussly.. i find myself more able to think than u .. u tink for urself.. bt i tink for everyone... tt's humanity..tt's personal integrity.. tt's common sense..tt's basic ettiquite..tt's care.. tt's love..if u take wat isnt suppose to be urs.. u will repay.. be it losing a family or wat.... GOD is fair.. tink.. will u live in peace if u take something is not suppose to be urs?
about myself
Name: ReNa Lim
Age: 18
Birthday: 31st Aug 88
School: Ngee Ann Poly (Business Studies)
Love: Golf, Composing, Piano, Guitar
Wishes: More Lollipops
Guitars
Strawberries everyday
Car license
Play well in golf
iPod Nano
Car
Make more frens
Someone who can protect mi!